Turning to my side, I gently cradle my stomach, the barely-there bump that used to protect my little peanut. Based on the books I read, she was only the size of a plum. Many people will tell me to get over this, that it wasn't a baby yet, just a clump of cells. But from the moment I knew I was pregnant, I loved her. -------------------------- # 2 heartache # 44 supportive Join Aria on her journey as she faces her sorrow, self-discovery and transformative love.