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Help Me Understand (boyxboy)

UndisturbedSilence

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Reads 3,872
Votes 79
Parts 5
Time 17m

UndisturbedSilence

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Victor is bored with girls. They throw themselves at him and all they want from him is sex, and he's good with that for a while... But then he finds himself wondering if there's more than just girls. What would it be like to be with a guy? His openly gay best friend would know. Victor experiments with Ethan and discovers guys, becoming a player with all the gay and maybe even a few "straight" guys. But what happens when you forget your first? Victor realizes he has feelings for Ethan but he's just 10 years too late. They find each other again and Victor is elated! But waking up to an Ethan-less bed the next morning does some damage to his new found happiness. Why did Ethan leave him? What's a guy to do but find out the truth? But what happens when the truth is something Victor never wanted to hear? Will Ethan and Victor push through the horrors of life together or will it become too much for Victor and he'll break?All Rights Reserved

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