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Nothing but a Monster

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Parts 13
Time 4h 6m

Reads 23,138
Votes 778
Parts 13
Time 4h 6m

Mature

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Chuuya struggles to convince himself he's human and it becomes more increasingly difficult, especially with Arahabaki spilling poison in his mind.

Dazai defects from the Mafia and Chuuya remains behind to deal with the aftermath. 

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!!⚠️
       Suicidal thoughts 
       Self-harm
       Suicide attempt


Best ranks: #2 Soukoku
                      #2 Angst
                       #1 ChuuyaAll Rights Reserved

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Lyssophobia || Soukoku by DazaiMancer

Started: June 6, 2023 Finished: July 23, 2024 Lyssophobia: Fear of going insane or mad. Osamu Dazai was a young man with a crippling fear of going insane or mad known as lyssophobia. This fear kept him away from socializing, so he decided to lead a more solitary life. With the pressures of his family he accepted to get a therapy. So he had no other choice but to open up to a stranger. However, a young man named Chuuya listened his story intently, accepted and understood him in a way he never thought was possible. Suddenly, talking to Chuuya didn't seem as daunting as it used too. No matter how many times his friends told Chuuya to stay away from Dazai, Chuuya already started to fall in love with him. He wanted to reach out to Dazai and hold him, but he knew it was not his place. After all they had nothing but a doctor-patient relationship. So, Chuuya had to keep his feelings to himself and continue to be a professional. However, Dazai also sensed that something had changed in their relationship. He had also found himself falling in love with Chuuya, but his lyssophobia held him back from expressing his emotions.

Hold On (I Still Need You) by sullyinthestars

Yeah, I woke up and chose pain. Chuuya Nakahara wasn't what he seemed. Manipulating gravity hurt, and corruption slowly tore apart. He drowned himself in anything that would dull his mind, even for a few moments. Osamu Dazai didn't know if living was worth it some days. He was ready to die, he knew that when it came he would go and not have wished for more time. They were alone. Or so they thought. (This really isn't canon compliant. It kind of is, but has very little to do with the actual plot of BSD and other characters. This is my first Soukoku story, and is going to be rather short.) (THERE WILL BE TALK OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS ALONG WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, AND PTSD.) Posts Wednesdays/Thursdays

Dazai gets sick (Soukoku) by YumSushi4

Dazai after trying to drown himself in a river gets sick, but luckily a certain chibi is there to help him get better. This encounter leads to their relationship deepening, but will they be able to survive new missions? And will Dazai be able to hide his past from the ADA?

Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

I'am happy that i have both of you [Soukoku] by Dazai_stole_wine

[pilot] They have something they don't know about.Child from a laboratory. It was doctor from hospital but it wasn't a real doctor it was .... (⚠️warning⚠️) fluff smut angest self-harm depression soukoku adopt a child (ships) soukoku shin Soukoku Ranpoe Fyolai -----------------

Yours forever by ilovesoukokv

a soukoku story <3 Dazai osamu. The man that can live forever. He wanted to die so bad but he couldn't. Other people would say that it is a blessing but he thought of it as a curse. A curse to live forever. Every 5 years he had to fake his death have everyone cry for him and find a new lover. Sadistic really. He was heartless though, he didn't care about the people he was leaving behind or at least that was what he was trying to do. Living your life for 5 years and then moving to another one was terrible even for dazai but he couldn't do anything about it. But the one person that he loved the most and couldn't forget and leave was one of his ex lovers chuuya nakahara. TW: sh, overdosing, pills, suicide thoughts, suicide, abuse, major character death Thank you for reading <3 Cover credits: ryuuvamp on tik tok

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚘𝚖 (ENG. VERSION) by KOMAR0W0

- ONE SHOT - "I've had enough: I'm going to leave the Port Mafia and with it, everything related to this organization. The power of words was truly something extremely frightening, Dazai knew this very well. AU where Chuuya decides to leave the Port Mafia once and for all after the events of STORMBRINGER (if you haven't read it, I suggest you do it before reading this FF because there will be references and spoilers, big too) and Dazai- well, let's just say he doesn't take his partner's decision very well. Enjoy the reading! - Marty

The End of the Road (Dazai x Chuuya) by -Kipi-

Chuuya Nakahara, a former mafia executive is now living with the enemy and his former partner Dazai Osamu. After the Port Mafia got disbanded police have been after every member. With Chuuya and a few left, what will he do to stay out of sight? Read this story and find out. - Kipi

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

Parted Entanglement { ② } by heathereo

'''Can you... can you not look ?'' Chuuya was shocked at his words. He didn't realize that taking his body meant that he could see whatever's underneath, when the bandages wouldn't be there to hide them. What if Soukoku had their body switched for a week ? What if Dazai was forced to use Corruption when Chuuya wasn't there ? Will he make it ? ✨ 17 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 6 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 16 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 24 in #dazaiosamu 🗞️ No. 41 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 40 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 81 in #bungostraydogs 🗞️ No. 84 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 99 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : aka3kan (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter)

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Lyssophobia || Soukoku

Started: June 6, 2023 Finished: July 23, 2024 Lyssophobia: Fear of going insane or mad. Osamu Dazai was a young man with a crippling fear of going insane or mad known as lyssophobia. This fear kept him away from socializing, so he decided to lead a more solitary life. With the pressures of his family he accepted to get a therapy. So he had no other choice but to open up to a stranger. However, a young man named Chuuya listened his story intently, accepted and understood him in a way he never thought was possible. Suddenly, talking to Chuuya didn't seem as daunting as it used too. No matter how many times his friends told Chuuya to stay away from Dazai, Chuuya already started to fall in love with him. He wanted to reach out to Dazai and hold him, but he knew it was not his place. After all they had nothing but a doctor-patient relationship. So, Chuuya had to keep his feelings to himself and continue to be a professional. However, Dazai also sensed that something had changed in their relationship. He had also found himself falling in love with Chuuya, but his lyssophobia held him back from expressing his emotions.