Unseen

Throughout my life, I felt as If I were unseen not knowing If anyone would stop to talk to me. I feel as If I'm just a friendless loser. Do real people talk non-stop? Never getting bored with what people have to say? Like Im walking through an endless cave with no point of return.A never-ending cycle that I have to endure every day. The eyes watch me walk by but the mouth doesn't say anything. To me, the eyes speak louder than any body language can describe. Imagine being in a black hole and you look up and there is a big opening but it's like a zillion miles up. How are you supposed to get up there? Fitting in isn't as easy as it looks like. Fitting is an excuse to not make new friends. Everyone at one point gets tired of the same old things.Maybe I'm just tired of the same recurring things!?