I am Kurt Cobain's Ex Girlfriend

Courtney Love, Tracy Marrander, Tobi Vail. those name came up when it comes to Kurt's list of girlfriend. they only know them. they forgot me. no, they dont forgot me. they just dont know me.
Kimberly Shaw.
Kurt's Ex-girlfriend.
his first crush.
his first love.
and most of all.
i was his bestfriend in middle school.
i never leave him, i love him.
and he too.
when i know that his parents divorced when he was 8 and
it changed him, i really really feel like i need to help him trough everything. i did try a lot. i dont want to lose him.
when i came to his funeral. i feel sadder than anyone there.
i miss him so much even after 21 years now.
i still cant move on.
i have a son that i named Curtis.
and my husband doesnt even know this.
yes, this is like a secret. but there are so many stories between us. more adventureous than what he had with Courtney.