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Oh, the memories I lost of you.

LesbianInNeverland

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Reads 57,896
Votes 1,797
Parts 26
Time 17h 30m

LesbianInNeverland

Mature

Memories are an interesting but detrimental thing sometimes aren't they Lili? It's in the essence of how the lack of them could make me not recognize the literal love of my life. In how I could forget you've given every fiber of your being for me. How I forgot that you've always put me first before anything, anyone, and yourself without me even having to say the word. How I forgot that I'd absolutely jump off a cliff for you if you even asked without hesitation, how I'd do it even if you didn't ask as long as I knew it would make you safe and happy. How I'd give you everything I owned and I'd sacrifice myself for you in any way you needed me to without question. 

But at some point I didn't, because I didn't have those memories of you and I ruined it all. I ruined my future happiness by forgetting you.

But what's stronger than memories Lili? 

Love. 

Your love. 

Because of it my heart remembered. It will always remember my Lisa and because of that maybe I didn't ruin it after all. Did I? - Jennie Ruby Jane Kim-Manoban


Jenlisa with a side of Chaesoo.

Rated M for s[M]utty and for the very colorful language.

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Pain in Paris by llms_tbs

I left for Paris Fashion Week. Me and Mino, my ex boyfriend secretly meet on the event, without telling Lisa. I'm confused. After two years of being in a relationship with Lisa. Mino and I really don't have the closure yet. Mino contacted me again. Saying sorry for cheating on me. We never had a closure, so I agreed to meet him. Everything screwed, when Lisa find out the truth. Lisa ends everything with me in front of the Eiffel Tower, in the most romantic place for lovers. "Am I not enough, Jen? Are you that itchy that I can't satisfy you enough, so you're running back on him?". I slapped her. Tears are flowing in my cheeks while she's looking at me blankly. I cried hard but strong enough to spilled the words I regretted to say, " Yes Lisa, you're fucking not enough! You hear me?" My vpice is cracked but cold.1 I just can't believe she thinks of me this way. A slut maybe. The place where, Lisa and I officially together. Is the also the place, Lisa ended everything. A/N: Happy 35K reads!🎉 Thanks for taking time to read my story. 🤍

I Hate U | Jenlisa by ShiraiK

Lisa hated her. Everything about her. Fucking Miss Perfect. Rich parents, pretty face, good grades and by the way also the schools student representative. No matter how nice she was, Lisa hated people who always had everything and never had to worry about anything. And the better and more flawless people behave, the more rotten they are inside. When Lisa is caught breaking school rules by the student representative, THE Jennie Kim, she is forced to spend time with her. And slowly Lisa realizes that Jennie is not how she thought: She is funny, helpful and engaging. She has a sweet side and is slowly becoming friendlier towards Lisa. Much friendlier. Jennie is perfect. Did I mention that Lisa hates perfect people? Jenlisa | Fanfiction | Enemies to Lovers | School

Sweetest Felony // Jensoo by _blinkdeukie_

Five years ago, Jisoo gave Jennie her heart. But Jennie left, she left without a reason. Well she actually did give a reason but Jisoo refused to know. Five years later, Jennie came back. But things changed. It was never like the way before anymore. And this time, Jisoo refused to love anymore. -------------------------- "I'm sorry" "Don't be, it wasn't your fault" "It was mine" "I was the one who chose to love you" "I'm sorry" -------------------------- Second part to Bittersweet! Not necessary to read the first book first but very highly encouraged to do so!

WHERE WE STARTED [Jenlisa Original] by JL-SR_shipper

Lisa Manoban and Jennie Jane Kim are best friends since high school and always together like no one can separate them. But as what they always say, there's always sadness behind happiness and that happened when they both entered college especially on their 2nd year at Seoul University, Jennie got a boyfriend named Jong-In or Kai. Jennie lost her time with Lisa and spent just a little time with her that saddened Lisa the most but she respect Jennie even though her own happiness will be ruined, because yes, she loves Jennie for more than a best friend and Jennie is clueless of what she feel and she didn't intend to tell her because it will just ruined their friendship and she don't want that to happen. She value their friendship more than nothing. Her love for Jennie is big so Jennie's happiness is her happiness too and she can't do anything about it now.

Is it Fate? by LesbianInNeverland

Lisa and Jennie are happy. They're engaged and about to have a baby. Just as they're about to get their happy ending Lisa gets into an accident and falls into a coma. For years Jennie waits for Lisa to wake up. She never fails to visit with their daughter but she eventually gets married to someone else. Will Jennie and Lisa find their way back to each other? Just an angsty fluffy Jenlisa story with a healthy side of Chaesoo and some other ships as appetizers 😌

Theater ||Jenlisa|| by Nully_

In the darkest corner of Seoul laid the worn out Luxury Ten theater. It was still running but only the lowest of the low went to hang out there. Gangs, rape, and murder where a frequent assurance. Lisa, a high school dropout, worked diligently due to her need for money. After being kicked out of her house for being a lesbian. She cleaned the cum and blood stained bathrooms, dealt with overly aggressive customers, and the worst of all her homophobic boss. Writing lyrics were her escape, one day dreaming of becoming a lyricist. Jennie as in deep trouble. Her abusive boyfriend held her hostage knowing her deepest secret. She was scared of him, but most importantly herself. What happens when these two meet? *TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️: RAPE, SMUT, HOMOPHOBIA, AND VIOLENCE

There's No Way (JenLisa) by TheMissusKim-M

Months before, Lisa confessed her feelings and Jennie has turned her down. They're friends, she doesn't see Lisa that way. Now, Jennie was trying to rekindle her friendship with Lisa. And as a way of looking after her friend, that includes getting rid of Lisa's new social-climbing leech of a girlfriend. So, when the opportunity presented itself, she kissed Lisa on the lips, in front of the said moocher girlfriend. Lisa got dumped. It was a success. Problem solved. Only the next morning, they woke up together on a bed-both buck naked. Uh-oh. A.N.: I think my favorite trope for Jenlisa fanfics is Friends to lovers, more than my unhealthy obsession with domestic Jenlisa. LOL. First there's friendship, then comes feelings... It's like 90% plot of every successful romantic stories. Why? Because it happens all the time. So, if you are in this kind of sitch, I suggest don't fight it. Stop trying to be a villain in your own love story. Because, who knows, maybe there's a reason you are dreaming about kissing your "friend" in the mouth, with just the right amount of tongue. ;) ~M

No One Else But You (Jenlisa)(COMPLETED) by agoodbadbitch

(Converted from The Girl With The Snapback) Jennie's parents know the fact that she's lesbian. They accept her as long as she's happy. But Jennie still not find her partner ever since the accident that happened in her high school. Mrs and Mr Kim decided to marry Jennie off with their choice which is Mr Kim's close friend's daughter. Lalisa Manoban was a rebellious daughter to Mrs and Mr Manoban who are always getting in trouble during her high school. But at the age of sixteen, the tragedy that causes the death of her best friend Bambam, changed her behaviour. To Lisa, he was like a brother. His death caused Lisa to shut her life down. Mrs and Mr Manoban believed the marriage between her daughter and Jennie will bring happiness to her. Would the marriage between the two girls change their life? LISA GP! This Story Was Converted From The Original One ,'The Girl With The Snapback', which is written 100% By Me. Also, This Story Edited By Me. So Don't Accuse Me For Copying The Other's Work. It All 100% My Idea.

Ruin the Friendship (Jenlisa) by Mystifyinglily

"I'm afraid that telling you this will ruin our friendship, but I can't help myself any longer. I can't hide these feelings any longer. I'm madly in love with you, Jennie." - Lisa "L-lisa..." - Jennie [COMPLETED] ... This is an original story, written by me. I'm not allowing anyone to copy or adapt my story. This fictional story is entirely original and not based on any real events, people, or other works of fiction. Disclaimer: I do not own any photos used in this book. Credits to the rightful owners. Especially to the one I used as my book cover. #1 - blackpink 11/25/20; 12/02/22; 03/11/2024 #1 - jenlisa 09/15/22 #1 - GxG 11/24/22 #1 - bp 11/27/22; 03/06/23

Love, Anonymous by LesbianInNeverland

Lisa met the most beautiful girl she had ever seen in a coffee shop. She feels an instant connection with her but is too afraid to tell her how she feels so she sends her flowers and an anonymous note instead. Lisa never could get that girl out of her head, even after so many years. She compared every girl to her so she ends up being a bit of a player, avoiding relationships at all costs because no one really could measure up. Lisa doesn't know Jennie has never stopped thinking about her either. They run into each other years later. They never forgot about each other but Lisa's fear of rejection keeps her from making a move. For Jennie, Lisa's reputation precedes her, she doesn't think she even has a chance. Mostly fluffy Jenlisa with a side of Chaesoo

LMLY by WhatDahWhat

I got the Title off of Jackson Wang's music, LMLY. You should definitely listen to it if you haven't. His other music as well! ~ "Don't leave me loving you.." I whispered while gripping her wrist. "I-I'm sorry Lisa. I can't.." She said and pulled her wrist away. Tears finally running down my face, onto the ground, I looked at her back that's facing me. "Goodbye, Lalisa." And with that, she walked off. And I fell onto my knees, whimpering as I hug myself tightly. "Don't go Jennie.. Please.." I begged silently. ~ This will be a fast one (I'll try). So sorry if something doesn't add up right or if I get something mixed up. Short story kinda. Warning: Lisa G!P. Self-harm, Angst, etc. (It's not all Angst, just a heads up.) Started: 8/26/21 Ended: 9/3/21 *Excuse the misspellings and grammar errors, I'm not too good.* #398 chaesoo 🏅 #640 jenlisa 🏅 #836 angstwithhappyending 🏅 ^ For Me To Remember ^

This Is How You Get Her Back (Jenlisa) by MichiloMijo

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Until We Meet Again by lesyeuxxxdenini

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She Lays Down ★ JENLISA by selfyetata

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Never Stop Loving You(Jenlisa)(COMPLETED) by agoodbadbitch

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Bullies with benefits - Chaelisa (converted) by lisaspito

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Only You ✔️ by justme_blink

JENLISA FANFIC STORY Jennie Ruby Jane Kim is an outstanding student. She's always on top when it comes to academics. She is beautiful, soft hearted-person, a loving daughter and friend, and a girl who-almost-had-it-all. The only problem that she has is money. Her father works as a manager in a fast food chain while her mother manages their one and only business which is a small restaurant. On the other hand, Lalisa Manoban is bubbly person. She likes to pull up jokes with her friends and family. She's a great communicator. She has a lot of friends. She loves to play volleyball with her friends and go to the park with her sister to sing a song and have a picnic together. But that was a year ago, Lisa became the most cold hearted-person you could ever meet. All the things that she did before were left in their memories. Lisa turned out to be a woman with a few words but most of the time, she doesn't speak. She prefers to stay at home. Sit on her bed and stare at her window.Her family decided to stop her from going to school because of her condition and hired a tutor to teach her at home since her sister can no longer be her tutor. Find out what will happen to our main characters by reading this story entitled, "Only You". :) -- Original work by: @blinksince20xx

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Pain in Paris cover

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Is it Fate? cover

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There's No Way (JenLisa) cover

No One Else But You (Jenlisa)(COMPLETED) cover

Ruin the Friendship (Jenlisa) cover

Love, Anonymous cover

This Is How You Get Her Back (Jenlisa) cover

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Until We Meet Again cover

She Lays Down ★ JENLISA cover

Never Stop Loving You(Jenlisa)(COMPLETED) cover

Bullies with benefits - Chaelisa (converted) cover

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(GxG) Friends Can Break Your Heart Too || JENLISA (COMPLETED) cover

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Pain in Paris

I left for Paris Fashion Week. Me and Mino, my ex boyfriend secretly meet on the event, without telling Lisa. I'm confused. After two years of being in a relationship with Lisa. Mino and I really don't have the closure yet. Mino contacted me again. Saying sorry for cheating on me. We never had a closure, so I agreed to meet him. Everything screwed, when Lisa find out the truth. Lisa ends everything with me in front of the Eiffel Tower, in the most romantic place for lovers. "Am I not enough, Jen? Are you that itchy that I can't satisfy you enough, so you're running back on him?". I slapped her. Tears are flowing in my cheeks while she's looking at me blankly. I cried hard but strong enough to spilled the words I regretted to say, " Yes Lisa, you're fucking not enough! You hear me?" My vpice is cracked but cold.1 I just can't believe she thinks of me this way. A slut maybe. The place where, Lisa and I officially together. Is the also the place, Lisa ended everything. A/N: Happy 35K reads!🎉 Thanks for taking time to read my story. 🤍