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Oh, the memories I lost of you.

LesbianInNeverland

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Reads 55,870
Votes 1,765
Parts 26
Time 17h 30m

LesbianInNeverland

Mature

Memories are an interesting but detrimental thing sometimes aren't they Lili? It's in the essence of how the lack of them could make me not recognize the literal love of my life. In how I could forget you've given every fiber of your being for me. How I forgot that you've always put me first before anything, anyone, and yourself without me even having to say the word. How I forgot that I'd absolutely jump off a cliff for you if you even asked without hesitation, how I'd do it even if you didn't ask as long as I knew it would make you safe and happy. How I'd give you everything I owned and I'd sacrifice myself for you in any way you needed me to without question. 

But at some point I didn't, because I didn't have those memories of you and I ruined it all. I ruined my future happiness by forgetting you.

But what's stronger than memories Lili? 

Love. 

Your love. 

Because of it my heart remembered. It will always remember my Lisa and because of that maybe I didn't ruin it after all. Did I? - Jennie Ruby Jane Kim-Manoban


Jenlisa with a side of Chaesoo.

Rated M for s[M]utty and for the very colorful language.

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