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Oh, the memories I lost of you.

LesbianInNeverland

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Reads 54,642
Votes 1,761
Parts 26
Time 17h 30m

LesbianInNeverland

Mature

Memories are an interesting but detrimental thing sometimes aren't they Lili? It's in the essence of how the lack of them could make me not recognize the literal love of my life. In how I could forget you've given every fiber of your being for me. How I forgot that you've always put me first before anything, anyone, and yourself without me even having to say the word. How I forgot that I'd absolutely jump off a cliff for you if you even asked without hesitation, how I'd do it even if you didn't ask as long as I knew it would make you safe and happy. How I'd give you everything I owned and I'd sacrifice myself for you in any way you needed me to without question. 

But at some point I didn't, because I didn't have those memories of you and I ruined it all. I ruined my future happiness by forgetting you.

But what's stronger than memories Lili? 

Love. 

Your love. 

Because of it my heart remembered. It will always remember my Lisa and because of that maybe I didn't ruin it after all. Did I? - Jennie Ruby Jane Kim-Manoban


Jenlisa with a side of Chaesoo.

Rated M for s[M]utty and for the very colorful language.

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There's No Way (JenLisa) by TheMissusKim-M

Months before, Lisa confessed her feelings and Jennie has turned her down. They're friends, she doesn't see Lisa that way. Now, Jennie was trying to rekindle her friendship with Lisa. And as a way of looking after her friend, that includes getting rid of Lisa's new social-climbing leech of a girlfriend. So, when the opportunity presented itself, she kissed Lisa on the lips, in front of the said moocher girlfriend. Lisa got dumped. It was a success. Problem solved. Only the next morning, they woke up together on a bed-both buck naked. Uh-oh. A.N.: I think my favorite trope for Jenlisa fanfics is Friends to lovers, more than my unhealthy obsession with domestic Jenlisa. LOL. First there's friendship, then comes feelings... It's like 90% plot of every successful romantic stories. Why? Because it happens all the time. So, if you are in this kind of sitch, I suggest don't fight it. Stop trying to be a villain in your own love story. Because, who knows, maybe there's a reason you are dreaming about kissing your "friend" in the mouth, with just the right amount of tongue. ;) ~M

WHERE WE STARTED [Jenlisa Original] by JL-SR_shipper

Lisa Manoban and Jennie Jane Kim are best friends since high school and always together like no one can separate them. But as what they always say, there's always sadness behind happiness and that happened when they both entered college especially on their 2nd year at Seoul University, Jennie got a boyfriend named Jong-In or Kai. Jennie lost her time with Lisa and spent just a little time with her that saddened Lisa the most but she respect Jennie even though her own happiness will be ruined, because yes, she loves Jennie for more than a best friend and Jennie is clueless of what she feel and she didn't intend to tell her because it will just ruined their friendship and she don't want that to happen. She value their friendship more than nothing. Her love for Jennie is big so Jennie's happiness is her happiness too and she can't do anything about it now.

Same but different | Chaennie by chaenniedz

Complete | "Rewind my memory and play it - The moment we fell in love with each other - I was immature and blind. - When I open my eyes - My heart beats like its the first kiss - It seems like something has changed" ★ IN WHICH Jennie Kim, the cold hearted and most popular and dangerous student of the school finds 'her pretty problem' who turns out to be the person that she will care and love the most? Followed to moments of love, happiness and heartbreak, along with the dream of becoming a kpop idol. ★ Important: this is a fanfic only !! Meaning that, none of these things actually happened to the real characters in the story. This story is all from my imagination, and original. There could be similarities to others but I wrote all this by myself. TW: has some curse words ★ Highest rankings: (1st-2nd place) #2 on lisoo 240724 #1 on twicepink 300724 #1 on chaennie 261024 #2 on rv 241124 #2 on blackpinkjennie 181224 ★ @chaenniedz , June-August , 2024 . !! do not plagarize or copy !!

Love, Anonymous by LesbianInNeverland

Lisa met the most beautiful girl she had ever seen in a coffee shop. She feels an instant connection with her but is too afraid to tell her how she feels so she sends her flowers and an anonymous note instead. Lisa never could get that girl out of her head, even after so many years. She compared every girl to her so she ends up being a bit of a player, avoiding relationships at all costs because no one really could measure up. Lisa doesn't know Jennie has never stopped thinking about her either. They run into each other years later. They never forgot about each other but Lisa's fear of rejection keeps her from making a move. For Jennie, Lisa's reputation precedes her, she doesn't think she even has a chance. Mostly fluffy Jenlisa with a side of Chaesoo

Ruin the Friendship (Jenlisa) by Mystifyinglily

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Never Stop Loving You(Jenlisa)(COMPLETED) by agoodbadbitch

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I Hate U | Jenlisa by ShiraiK

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Need You To Need Me | Jenlisa by lesyeuxdemily

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