REASONS TO STAY ALIVE
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***TW*** suicidal thoughts, suicide, self harm, swearing,depression, anxiety, slight physical abuse, slight, mental and emotional abuse******also in first person***
Kayla tried so hard to be the perfect daughter, to be the perfect girlfriend, to be the perfect driver, to be the perfect teammate. But some people just aren't cut out for things like that...and that's life I guess. Just gotta suck it up and deal with it. Or not. Your choice
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