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Xavier Whispers

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Reads 15
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Parts 3
Time 5m

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abuse ptsd reallife

a story about the life of xander i wouldn't recommend reading the chapters that have a safety pen emoji like "🧷 " those chapters aren't for the light hearted this book is based on real life events i wont say their real name for their own protection and some parts i might change for it to go differently than it did in real life but for the most part it will be extremely close to what really happened read with caution there will be mentions of suicide attempt self harm abuse both emotional and physical bullying suicidal thoughts depression anxiety ptsd and trauma so if you don't wanna read this don't because this story doesn't have the traditional happy ending it's a dark story but a good storyAll Rights Reserved

abuse ptsd reallife

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