"Are you ok?", she whispered, even though there was no way that anyone else would be able to hear her.
"I'm fine", I replied.
She took my hand and gave it a little squeeze, instantly calming my anger. She had that effect on me. No one else could make me feel so at ease so quickly.
I took a deep breath, allowing the pain to settle, and as I looked over at her smile I couldn't help but feel a nervous tingle in my stomach.
"I love you Zoe", I whispered.
"I love you too Alfie", she replied.
Despite their busy careers, Zoe and Alfie are normal people, sharing their relationship and living their lives like everyone else, that is, until Alfie is sent off to America, leaving Zoe in England, alone. Can they deal with the pressure of a long distance relationship? And will a few bumps along the way mean the end of everything?
{ DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT MY WRITING IN THE FIRST LIKE 5 CHAPTERS I WAS 11 AND ITS CRINGY OKAY JUST GET THROUGH THEM IT GET BETTER PROMISE}
Trigger warning
Abuse
Cyber bullying
Abusive mother
Self harm
My name is Zoe Sugg, I'm a British YouTuber I have just hit 4 million subscribers. I have the best boyfriend in the world, Alfie Deyes, and an amazing family but what goes up...must come down