Staub, Risse und ein hohlklingendes Lachen
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Last published Sun, Jan 26, 2025
Der Titel mag vielleicht wie eine Horrorgeschichte klingen, beschreibt aber eher meinen aktuellen Geisteszustand. Erwartet also keine Meisterleistungen der Dichtkunst hier drin.
Hier lagere ich einfach ein paar meiner dunkelsten Geheimnisse vor allen Augen. Das beste daran ist, dass jeder hinsehen könnte, aber niemand es tut.
Wer interessiert sich auch schon für die Gedanken eines kleinen Mädchens, das alles hatte und doch eine hohle Nuss ist.
Ich hoffe ihr habt einen tollen Tag!
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