Girl With Golden Eyes

Introduction
Mentally Insane
Crazed emotions run through my head as I slowly and patiently glide the blade across the thin skin of my wrist, leaving behind a cut mark bleeding away my numbness. Numbness I fear it the feeling leaving me with so much helplessness it causes me to go insane cutting away at my skin! Those people who cause this numbness are the ones who will be the only ones at my funeral…but only to make sure that I stay dead.
I whimper as I slowly push the pointed tip of the needle into my arm…..pushing down on the syringe as it unleashes the deadly chemicals into my arm and throughout the rest of my body. I'm afraid of needles yet I'm afraid of me. These voices in my head screaming at me they all need to go away! I sob as I lay there on the bathroom floor my miserable body becoming lifeless as I begin to feel no more…..my breathing is shallow and the room is spinning it almost seems as if I am in a dream… I here bangs on the door… "Kelsi...Kelsi!" I heard the voices of my parents screaming as darkness overcame my body.
My parent called for an ambulance and I was pronounced dead on October 31,2010….for a mere Five minutes…they say I should be dead… I know they wanted me dead….But sadly my overdose failed and my life now is to be trapped forever in a white room disappearing behind the metal doors of the one thing I TRULY fear ….a Mental Hospital