Girl With Golden Eyes
- Reads 996
- Votes 23
- Parts 6
Ongoing29m
Last published Sat, Jun 1, 2013
Introduction
Mentally Insane
Crazed emotions run through my head as I slowly and patiently glide the blade across the thin skin of my wrist, leaving behind a cut mark bleeding away my numbness. Numbness I fear it the feeling leaving me with so much helplessness it causes me to go insane cutting away at my skin! Those people who cause this numbness are the ones who will be the only ones at my funeral…but only to make sure that I stay dead.
I whimper as I slowly push the pointed tip of the needle into my arm…..pushing down on the syringe as it unleashes the deadly chemicals into my arm and throughout the rest of my body. I'm afraid of needles yet I'm afraid of me. These voices in my head screaming at me they all need to go away! I sob as I lay there on the bathroom floor my miserable body becoming lifeless as I begin to feel no more…..my breathing is shallow and the room is spinning it almost seems as if I am in a dream… I here bangs on the door… "Kelsi...Kelsi!" I heard the voices of my parents screaming as darkness overcame my body.
My parent called for an ambulance and I was pronounced dead on October 31,2010….for a mere Five minutes…they say I should be dead… I know they wanted me dead….But sadly my overdose failed and my life now is to be trapped forever in a white room disappearing behind the metal doors of the one thing I TRULY fear ….a Mental Hospital
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Silent Oblivion
****ALL CREDIT TO THE PHOTOGRAPHER OF MY BOOK COVER**** The voices in my head tell me it's okay. They say I'm allowed to hurt myself. I'm allowed to create paintings on my skin with razor blades. These monsters in my head are my friends, not my enemies like people seem to think. I don't have a mental problem like my father seems to think. I'm not a freak like my brother thinks. And most importantly, I'm not dead. Why am I not dead? I deserve to die. I'm not worthy of the breath that fills my lungs. I should be dead. But I'm not. And there is only one reason why.Complete
𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐃 ✓ | 18+
*COMPLETED* [𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓] A Dark Stalker Romance ❤︎ 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈 (Twisted obsession series #1) ❝Don't bother.❝ a gravelly voice rumbles from the shadows. It's the kind of sound that echoes the presence of a hidden, commanding force. ❝You're not getting away from me now, Mia. You're mine to do with as I please.❝ - Alex Bennett A Reminder This is a short story and also my first book, so please accept my apologies if you notice any mistakes in my writing or lack of detail, I kindly ask you do not to rude or bratty towards me because I will argue back :3 Highest Ranking! #2 in stalkerromanceComplete
Emotionally Scarred
Xelahni made it as far as the gas station before her foot gave out on her " yo you good ?" She jumped at the voice and nodded " you sure ? Yo foot look funny asl" she looked down at her foot and started crying because the pain started to hit her since her adrenaline went away . " I ..I think I sprung my ankle ." The guy nodded and went to pick her up and she flinched " I'm not gonna hurt you , what's ya name ?" She looked in his eyes " Pooh"he chuckled and nodded " okay Pooh lemme help you get to the hospital okay ?" She was hesitant but agreed anyways " I didn't get your name " he placed her in the front seat " you can call me p" she nodded and held her bag closely to her " when's the last time you showered ?" She shrugged because she genuinely didn't remember her parents never allowed her to bathe they always came in and wiped her down for their next customer. " well okay" They made it to the hospital in no time " aye can I get some help she gotta sprained ankle I think , her shit look funny" the nurse helped Xalahni out the car and into a wheelchair " okay we can take it from here" he nodded and disappeared.Complete
Mission: Sanity (Au Sans x Insane! Shapeshifting! Reader)
"You're a nobody!" "Go die in Hell!" "It's the insane slut!" "Don't hurt me," After being forced to watch all your siblings burn to death, by your aunt and uncle you have never left your room. One day will you sit in your room and cry, something pulls you from the safety of this world of this. Many skeletons stood over your shoulder watching you. But they no nothing about you and your past. What happens when the Sans' fall for you and maybe you even fall for a couple of them? Do you let them see the true you? Or lock it away so nobody can find it ever again? Find out in 'Mission: Sanity' Warning this book countians cussing, strong violence, suicidal actions, and NO lemons (Eww! I don't do that stuff you filthy sinners). Also a lot of gore. ||Started: 7/29/17|| ||Ended: 4/5/19||Complete
𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 || 𝐎𝐂 ✮ 𝐎𝐂
Please, try not to hate her. She's just a girl, after all. She's still figuring things out and doesn't understand what love truly means. She's never learned how to love or be loved. It's not entirely her fault. Others should have tried harder to understand her instead of blaming her. They left her feeling abandoned and labeled her as a monster. She's lost in a whirlwind of emotions she can't comprehend. So please, don't condemn her. ________________ Entry for the 8 Chapter Challenge and I have succeeded in it!! STARTED: 24/10/2023 FINISHED: 30/10/2023 ★2nd in '#8ChapterChallenge' 31/10/2023 ★4th in '#freepalestine' 31/10/2023Complete
Insanity In Love (Completed)
She stood there speechless watching the beads of blood dripping from the knife which she held in her hands...... He stood there speechless after he saw her dark side which was unexpected ....... "Did you kill....." his tried to speak but his throat suddenly went dry .... "I had to do it for a reason...please understand" she said with an innocent smile ..... He couldn't believe anything right now .... "How... how could you ....you just...?" He said ..... She soon came to reality....her mind went crazy after she saw the dead body in front of her. "No!!!oh no!!!!I just wanted to warn him but .....no I didn't do this right? !!!!" she said ,her body was trembling ,not with fear of killing him but the fear that she was slowing going insane .... "You....you just d-did it.." he replied.. Suddenly the hall was filled with silence Credit also goes to: @Krystal1238Complete
Two Versus Danger.
One Fearful. One Fearless. Only to end up saving the world with a twinge of dark humour. How sweet... ◞◟ 𓎟𓎟 ✦ 𓎟𓎟 ◞◟ I try to upload the best I can (as it is ongoing) but considering my schedule is not the best, there will be some delays. I will still try!! (please have faith) Cover by : fox.lock (D) - FoxLock34 (W) I tried to make this out of my creativity and I've tried to make sure that it's original. I hope it's good to read and thank you for even reading. There may be errors with dialogue and tenses; I apologise, but I am in using ProWritingAid to help with grammar. ◞◟ 𓎟𓎟 ✦ 𓎟𓎟 ◞◟ !! There May Be Some Triggers !! Gore details death, violence, dark humour, dark jokes, bullying, experimentation, mental health, steamy parts and fluff.
Submission
Highest ranking #1 as on 4th July 2017 "Tell me you are mine" the cold, sharp, merciless blade tried to force me into submission. Into HIS submission. I am not a property that anyone can own. "I-I am yours". Green is supposed to be my favorite color but as I look into his green merciless eyes I feel nothing but fear. "Good girl. Now, we don't want your dear ones hurt, do we?" **** Where do you see yourself in three years? Two? One? What gives you the certainty that there will be one at all? In a world where most people dream and everything is normal, how would it feel to not know what normal is? Life is never easy, and it won't ever be. It's harder when you have demons of your past and devils in your present to fight against. No one wants to lose, but how long can you keep yourself stable? Only the strong and brave survives in the race. Is she strong and brave? Triggers are present.Complete
Blue Ivy Agency
I raised up the knife with full force and dragged it close to my neck. I was about to slice it but a soft pleading voice inside me cried. This is the first time I'm attempting suicide. Normally, a thought like this would never cross my mind but what happened the day before is enough for me to jump into a well. Death is inevitable but it came too soon.. I never knew that something like this would happen. My life was what thousands of people are wishing for but I guess nothing is permanent. Rich parents... perfect grades..... Perfect looks .... Cara, aren't you ready? My aunt, Joke barged into my room and asked...... Wait, what's that in your hands?? You want to kill yourself?? She rushed to me and slapped the knife from my hands. What's all this? If you're not careful, I'll take you to a boarding school across the country! As if I care, I replied icily. I expected her to continue talking and start lecturing me, I was already planning to ignore her but she suprised me by saying "Be ready in ten minutes" then she left. Her parents died...She got sent to a boarding school because of her behaviors hoping she'll stop..... Blending into the new life She finds a reason to live Only to be betrayed Turn the pages of the book to find out.
The Torment
December twentieth is the day I remember being brought into the asylum for the first time. Like any typical psychopath, I screamed. I cried. I remember snatching the nurse's hair until she screamed and I was slapped into unconsciousness and thrown into the room. The only difference? I wasn't a psychopath. For the first few days, I would cry maniacally upon hearing any nurse go by, to catch one's attention and tell her that I wasn't insane. "That's exactly what an insane person would say" They said, unbothered and it was as if my fate rested in the mouldy walls of the Asylum. And I soon realized that there was no use fighting for my life now .Which brings me to the present day, another one that I'll mark in history with red. The day I met him.Complete
****ALL CREDIT TO THE PHOTOGRAPHER OF MY BOOK COVER**** The voices in my head tell me it's okay. They say I'm allowed to hurt myself. I'm allowed to create paintings on my skin with razor blades. These monsters in my head are my friends, not my enemies like people seem to think. I don't have a mental problem like my father seems to think. I'm not a freak like my brother thinks. And most importantly, I'm not dead. Why am I not dead? I deserve to die. I'm not worthy of the breath that fills my lungs. I should be dead. But I'm not. And there is only one reason why.
More detailsContent Guidelines