Pain Is My Drug
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Last published Sun, Nov 12, 2023
my name is Ash. No it's not my real name but, ya know. I won't tell you. I'm 15 and have severe depression. and this is my story. the story, of what could effect me, and what could happen.
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This is my story. My life. Now before you read or turn away, I must warn you my life is anything but normal. Bad luck seems to follow me and everyone I love. Abuse, drugs, alcohol, heartbreak, loss; all of the above. I still don't know how I am here. Dealing with this endless cycle of depression and darkness.
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