Life of a 17 year mentally ill girl who meets a younger boy who makes her feel safe when she always feels suffocated at home . Shan who has been living at her grandma with her mother and brother, a household where they always complained and argue .she was just one year old when her dad charls cheated on her mom with the mother of her halfsister . Shan was only one year old when her sister abi was born .Shan mom shari still decided to stay with charls. Charls who cheated many times on Shari .Charls was more of a father figure to abi then to shan when they were lil kid Charls used to buy lots of gift for abi and even gold jewelry, but how the tables has turned when abi grew older she told charls he isn't her dad and abi moms rosa lied and made a case that charls threatened to kill their kids .At that time the children were really young and shan's mom was still with Charls after all the bad things that happened. Shan who was good influence and abi was the bad influence but she loved her halfsister alot she thought that abi was the only person who cared and understood her not knowing that abi was a bad influence and manipulating her