Sorry for falling in love with you (Destiel/Sabriel)

Dear Dean

I know we haven't see eye to eye recently, well for the last few years to be exact, but i want you to know that not a day has gone by that i havent thought about you, my big brother, the one i looked up to, the one i wanted to be. I know it hurt you when i left, and i can't ask you to forgive me for that, but i had to leave, i couldn't be sucked into that life, you were the only thing keeping me there, and i know i can't hold that against you but its true. I wanted you to know that i'm doing fine, im a lawyer now, a pretty great one actually, and i've met someone, someone i want to marry, in fact thats what im writing to you about, i want you to be my best man. I know thats alot to ask from you, considering all thats happened, but i hope you can forgive me. No matter what, you will always be my big brother, and i will always love you.

From Sammy