What If He Loved Me
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Last published Mon, May 26, 2025
Jorden was a 19-year-old in his 2nd year of college, with his other friends and one in particular A.K.A, his best friend "Iza" who he just happens to have been crushing on since middle school.
Now Jorden is going through a crisis trying to hide his sexuality from his terribly oblivious friend.
Is he gonna survive his college years peacefully or keep struggling to hide his secrets?
Literally read to find out what happens before you're attacked..
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