Metanoia
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Last published Mon, Nov 6, 2023
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TW: This is a developing book that I intend to introduce themes of ableism, suicide, death, depression, chronic/terminal illness, disability, abuse, bullying, trauma themes, etc. into. If you are sensitive to these types of topics in any way that you know may cause you mental harm, please do not read this book. Likewise, do not recommend this to anyone that you know may be triggered negatively by these themes. Otherwise, read at your own risk and please understand that this is a DEVELOPING piece of work that will be constantly edited, added to, revised, etc. thank you for taking your time to read the description to Metanoia, and please enjoy the ever-changing journey of Ivory and Kian!
19 years old and overly forgiving, Ivory navigates through her new life at Bransfort University, enduring the obstacles of disability and worsening illness, and dealing with her less-than-lovely past. Things seem to be going well, until her late-start roommate finally turns up and flips her world upside down all over again. What happens when his harsh comments become too much? And why does he have to be so damn sexy? Can people like that really change? Find out as you read this star-crossed tragedy.
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"You don't like it rough?" he asks me. Oh, okay, I smirk back at him, two can play this game. "I like it... but only during sex, " I say to him watching as his smirk drops and eyes widen just for a split second. "What? Didn't expect that?" I ask putting on extra sweetness to my tone. I move closer to him, going on my tiptoes so my lips are just barely grazing his ear. "But usually I like to be the one doing the pulling, " I whisper to him and brush my fingers through the hair at the back of his head and yank, hard. He hisses and I let go laughing. ------------- Axel is a 21 years old creative arts student that struggles with love. Love is a foreign word to him. He never felt it before neither received it. With a rough childhood that still haunts him to present times and a girl that enters his life unexpectedly, things are only getting more complicated for him in relation to love. Mia is a 19 soon to be 20 years old film studies student that finds it difficult to let go of people. Being a massive overthinker, stubborn, and always not wanting to hurt anybody she finds herself engulfed in flames time and time again. Will she finally learn to let go and move on? Only time would tell. #1 in romance {23/01/2021} #47 in romance {2/10/2020}
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