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Saudade_Survivor

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Parts 12
Time 6h 34m

Saudade_Survivor

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Alex; dainty yet far from innocent,  has made it to his senior year of high school. The rich, parent neglected kid who has had to constantly jump between private schools will have to switch one more time. 
         moving in with his aunt in Santa Monika after the tragic death of his parents, it's not  long after that Alex finds comfort in the arms of the Aromantic yet magnetizing schools quarterback Izz Owis only to find he has a secret of his own that sends Alex spiraling down into a furtive unknown society  just under the surface of what he thought was reality.
        Only too soon does Alex find himself between two worlds and the cause of a brewing war between Santa Monica's  largest power struggling underground factions.  What secrets had his parents kept from him and can he stop an all out war from happening between the sandy streets of Santa Monica?All Rights Reserved

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