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When You Stop Hating To Exist

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Jessie and her shitty apartment. Her job is not extraordinary either. What will happen when she suddenly gets close to a client of her friend's guitar store? How do you cope with unfamiliar feelings? How will she cope? Read this story to find out.

This story was not written to make sense. I am simply discussing my trauma by having fictional characters live similar situations and seeing how they cope. Stick around to find out what my mental issues are.

I'm still working on all chapters. Irregular updates. Many chapters still missing.All Rights Reserved

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Autumn's big lie

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