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Addict. (Niam) ON HOLD

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Reads 45,570
Votes 894
Parts 22
Time 2h 32m

likereallylovely

the last year of Niall's life hasn't been easy. Heartbreak leads to depression which leads to an addiction he never anticipated. This turmoil would be bearable... if he had his friends by his side. Unfortunately, the remaining 4/5 of One Direction are MIA on Niall's friend list and he is utterly alone. Niall wants to be happy... He wants to be loved, although he cannot believe that he finds himself craving the love of his former best friend... but he knows he doesn't deserve to be. What happens when his world hits rock bottom and will he ever be able to rebuild what was broken?All Rights Reserved

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The Baker's Daughter [Harry Styles] by LadySadie

The whole world may think of Harry Styles as 1/5 of the world-famous boyband, One Direction; but for Brooklyn Pierce, he's just the boy who used to work at her father's bakery. Maybe if things had been a little different, she would have become famous with him, but no- Her mom died right before auditions for X Factor. So, not only did she lose her chance at fame, but she also lost her mom, and to top it all of, she lost Harry. What does that leave her with? A depressed dad, an abusive boyfriend, and an ordinary life in a small town. Two years later, she and Harry are reunited, but what good will it be to have him around if he's just a reminder of a life she cannot have?

Past Escaping's *Larry AU* by Ness2813

In 2012, Louis Tomlinson was just twenty years old, he had an amazing step father, a wonderful mother, great siblings, but his boyfriend...he was involved in some deep shit with his cousin. Only way to pay him was to string along Louis in both physical and emotional pain. Harry was seventeen, experimenting freely with all the men he could find. Once he met a certain red head boy at a New Years eve party in Doncaster, he really hit it off. Now, three years later, both boys have changed dramatically. Harry losing his mother, gaining a great paying job, losing his ginger boyfriend, finding his twin brother again. He was going through the normal stuff. Louis on the other hand, nightmares, moving, money, shame, scars, mother in a coma. These two find themselves in London being slightly curious with the other. But they didn't realize that they both had one friend or ex friend in common, and they were about to get in some even deeper shit than back in 2012. It's their past escaping's coming back. (C) All Right Reserved 2015 -Nessie82693 **Please be advised that I was very young and still in literature classes when I wrote this lol

Be My Savior {Z.H. AU} by Niall5989

Everyone has a story, whether it be a good or bad one it is there. Everyone starts somewhere, even if it is in a three story mansion or an abusive house. Everyone hides something, whether it is feelings towards someone or every single thing that has happened to you. Everyone has secrets, they are the same, hidden, dark, scared, unknown to the world. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words leave mental and emotional scars. Battle wounds that I hold forever, in my mind, and on my body. Nightmares, awoken every night by the same faces that haunt all my dreams. Broken, scared, abused, raped, I am a broken soul waiting to be saved, though I know my savior will never come. I am Niall Horan, the soul that could not be saved. This story has abuse scenes, rape scenes, self harm, alcohol abuse, and graphic scenes. Readers are advised now. Completed as of 20/1/16. [boyxboy] Mainly - [Ziall Horlik] - Zayn Malik & Niall Horan Side of - [Larry Stylinson] - Louis Tomlinson & Harry Styles Side of - [Nosh Demshaw] - Josh Devine & Nick Grimshaw

Never Knew I Needed - Larry Stylinson AU by LarryWriting

Louis Tomlinson didn't need anybody. If he didn't need anybody, then he didn't have to care for anybody in return. And that's just how he liked it. He had three close friends, and that's all he'd allow. Until Harry Styles came along and ruined everything. Louis becomes confused as to if he really hates Harry, or if he feels something different... (June 2013 Elsie here. I was a bit of a carrot when I wrote this. Just... ugh, please forgive me.

Addicting (L.s AU)✔ by Onyxisis

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Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

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I Am Cannibal - Ziall by CrystalHelix

Niall Horan was visiting the States from Ireland on a school field trip. It's summer, so they decided to visit Denver, Colorado. Hoping they would enjoy a nice peaceful vacation for a whole month. They were far behind paradise, as days crept by. One by one each of Niall's friends either go missing, or mysteriously "drown." Niall thinks they are just little mistakes and thinks nothing of it after he has finished the mourning of his friends. The leader Zayn, can't detemine whether or not he should go with the plan to eat little Niall. He contemplates and instead falls in love with him, how will Niall react? Zayn wasn't always like this, he had friends, a future, a family, what went wrong? Will the other three decline Zayn's love for Niall and instead eat him? Niall was only hoping to find a good vacation, instead he's now the center piece of a delicious feast.

Make Me Break (n.h. + h.s.)(Punk!Niall) by ConWeCallLove

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I'll Be Your Safety ♡ by lovecloudniall

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The Baker's Daughter [Harry Styles]

The whole world may think of Harry Styles as 1/5 of the world-famous boyband, One Direction; but for Brooklyn Pierce, he's just the boy who used to work at her father's bakery. Maybe if things had been a little different, she would have become famous with him, but no- Her mom died right before auditions for X Factor. So, not only did she lose her chance at fame, but she also lost her mom, and to top it all of, she lost Harry. What does that leave her with? A depressed dad, an abusive boyfriend, and an ordinary life in a small town. Two years later, she and Harry are reunited, but what good will it be to have him around if he's just a reminder of a life she cannot have?