drowning || irwin
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  • MGA BUMASA 428
  • Mga Boto 19
  • Mga Parte 5
  • Oras 39m
ilikedrummers
Ongoing, Unang na-publish Mar 23, 2015
5sosabuseanxietyashashtonashtonirwincalumhoodcuttingdepressionfanficheartbreaklukehemmingsmichaelcliffordselfabuseselfharmsuicidaltrustissueswattpad
Kate has been stripped of all trust, due to an incident that wrecked her life. Fear has taken over her body, as each day seems to get harder and harder, with death calling out to her. Memories of the unforgettably grotesque accident lingers in her mind all the time and she can't find an escape. 

Then she meets the curly haired boy, Ashton, who swiftly walks into her life, sweeping her off her feet and helping her. He heals her better than any anti-depressant could and with him she feels loved. However, Ashton has secrets and danger is hidden behind his friendly smile. Little did she know, Kate was drowning faster and faster, only for history to repeat itself. He promised her that he'd never hurt her. Turns out promises were meant to be broken. Besides, who would want to risk drowning for someone that's not willing to learn how to swim?
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5sosabuseanxietyashashtonashtonirwincalumhoodcuttingdepressionfanficheartbreaklukehemmingsmichaelcliffordselfabuseselfharmsuicidaltrustissueswattpad
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Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC ni danyulaintonfiyah
52 Parte Kumpleto
"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries
Silence (5sos ot4) ni kaila_aaa
39 Mga Parte Kumpleto Mature
He was silent. He didn't like talking. Being abused could do that to a person. And having a lisp and a stutter didn't help. He hadn't said a word in so long, but no one cared. Everything was better in a world where he didn't talk. He probably could've lived like this until the day he finally decided to kill himself. Until he meets three people who decide to change that... *This is a Trigger Warning to be placed on most chapters. Please do not read if you think you may be affected/hurt by anything tagged. Stay safe please!!!*
You Can't Save Me.. ni _silent_screamer_
59 Mga Parte Kumpleto
"You just can't save me." She would say. "I can try." He whispered as she drifted off to sleep. Her name was Ashton. She suffered from depression since age 8, been cutting since age 10, and starving since age 12. She knew from the beginning she had to hide it from any wandering eyes or curious friends. No one knows. Not her parents. Not her friends. But that all changed when she met Luke. Both age 17, now, he learned the truth. But what can he do? And will she let him try to save her? This is a Luke fanfic and my first one actually. Updates will be extremely random because I write when I have inspiration and on days I don't, I read. Also, there may be very detailed scenes involving self harm and suicide attempts. Please don't read if this will trigger you in any way because I love you all! I'm also here in you need me. I know there isn't anything I can say to fix it but I can listen and be a shoulder to cry on. I love you guys. Stay safe!
Torn in two - Lashton ni toxic-mikey
25 Parte Kumpleto
Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))
Anxiety [Muke af] ni OopsHiYouFool
38 Parte Kumpleto Mature
Luke has severe anxiety and depression. It kind of controls his life. One day, when he gets a panic attack at school, he hides in a toilet stall. What happens when Michael walks in and hear Luke's soft cries? What happens when Michael falls for the blonde? Will they have a happy ending? [Warning! This books contains: Depression, Anxiety, Selfharm, suicidal thoughts, suicide and self hatred! So if that triggers you, I recommend maybe not to read this. But if you choose to, read carefully, please. Thank you, stay safe. I love you]
terrible things :: ashton irwin ni -rejectsirwin
32 Parte Kumpleto
❝In the end, the truth is that we don't need someone to save us, all we need is a hand to hold until we finally save ourselves.❞ Ashton Irwin has a dark past. Emma Anderson has a dark past. They both needed someone, they needed each other. Copyright © 2014 ||- rejects-irwin Credits to Mayday Parade for the title. Ashton Irwin Fanfiction [Completed]
therapy | luke hemmings a.u ni ourgreatescape
38 Parte Kumpleto
"I've got this feeling as if I'm drowning and I can't seem to get myself out of it." Haunted by the death of his mother, Luke tried all he could to keep people out. He had succeeded in doing so for years until Ellie and him were thrust together thanks to him failing in school. Ellie knew she wouldn't give up trying to get past his walls. Someone had to save him from the demons he was battling with. But little did she know, she'd end up being saved by him instead. © ourgreatescape 2014 -- trailer & cover by me
Good Vs Bad ni forever_Jen_
18 Parte Kumpleto
Talya Grey is a good girl. She does all her homework, she gets straight A's, and has a babysitting service. Luke Hemmings is a bad boy. He drinks, he parties, he smokes, and worst of all, he's a player. Talya hates Luke and she's not afraid to show it. What happens when they are partnered up for a project? Will they find out new things about each other? "So your a good girl?" "Whats it to you?" "You know what they say about good girls. They are bad girls that haven't been caught" he says with a wink And that's how it all began. They say one person can change your entire life. Will Talya be the one to change Luke? Or will it be the other way around? You just have to read to find out *NONE OF THE FACTS I WROTE ABOUT LUKE ARE TRUE, ITS JUST A FAN FICTION SO NO HATE*
Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) ni JaderTader637
22 Parte Kumpleto Mature
Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content
The Beginning *Muke*-DISCONTINUED- ni Tenshi-_Shinigami
20 Parte Kumpleto
CHECK OUT MY OTHER BOOKS!! THEY'RE ANIME!! This is about Supernatural kids that didn't know they had powers and they don't know how to control it. They are sent to a special home for teenagers... Michael is a Necromancer, Luke is a Werewolf, Ashton is a Sorcerer, and Calum is a half-demon. Will love save them or will the people looking after them kill them?? ~Angel-GRoMiEzs P.S. Contains Self-Harming and vulgar words.. You've been warned read with caution... XD DISCONTINUED NO LONGER INTERESTED IN THIS BOOK... SORRY!! IF ANYONE WANTS ME TO LET ME KNOW BUT I BARELY HAVE ANYONE READING THIS...
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Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC cover
Silence (5sos ot4) cover
You Can't Save Me.. cover
Torn in two - Lashton cover
Anxiety [Muke af] cover
terrible things :: ashton irwin cover
therapy | luke hemmings a.u cover
Good Vs Bad cover
Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) cover
The Beginning *Muke*-DISCONTINUED- cover

Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC

52 Parte Kumpleto

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

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