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drowning || irwin

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Parts 5
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Kate has been stripped of all trust, due to an incident that wrecked her life. Fear has taken over her body, as each day seems to get harder and harder, with death calling out to her. Memories of the unforgettably grotesque accident lingers in her mind all the time and she can't find an escape. 

Then she meets the curly haired boy, Ashton, who swiftly walks into her life, sweeping her off her feet and helping her. He heals her better than any anti-depressant could and with him she feels loved. However, Ashton has secrets and danger is hidden behind his friendly smile. Little did she know, Kate was drowning faster and faster, only for history to repeat itself. He promised her that he'd never hurt her. Turns out promises were meant to be broken. Besides, who would want to risk drowning for someone that's not willing to learn how to swim?All Rights Reserved

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You Can't Save Me.. by _silent_screamer_

"You just can't save me." She would say. "I can try." He whispered as she drifted off to sleep. Her name was Ashton. She suffered from depression since age 8, been cutting since age 10, and starving since age 12. She knew from the beginning she had to hide it from any wandering eyes or curious friends. No one knows. Not her parents. Not her friends. But that all changed when she met Luke. Both age 17, now, he learned the truth. But what can he do? And will she let him try to save her? This is a Luke fanfic and my first one actually. Updates will be extremely random because I write when I have inspiration and on days I don't, I read. Also, there may be very detailed scenes involving self harm and suicide attempts. Please don't read if this will trigger you in any way because I love you all! I'm also here in you need me. I know there isn't anything I can say to fix it but I can listen and be a shoulder to cry on. I love you guys. Stay safe!

Liar Liar | Lashton by prettyboymalum

Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made. Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes. Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him? - • Started - September 22nd, 2014 • • Finished - June 23rd, 2015 • - ** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **

The Only Reason by its_pearll

"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok." *TRIGGER WARNINGS*

therapy | luke hemmings a.u by ourgreatescape

"I've got this feeling as if I'm drowning and I can't seem to get myself out of it." Haunted by the death of his mother, Luke tried all he could to keep people out. He had succeeded in doing so for years until Ellie and him were thrust together thanks to him failing in school. Ellie knew she wouldn't give up trying to get past his walls. Someone had to save him from the demons he was battling with. But little did she know, she'd end up being saved by him instead. © ourgreatescape 2014 -- trailer & cover by me

//Another Day//afi by junebug218

=+*^*^*+= Harmony Fernanda has missed her mother and will always miss her until the end of her days. She died in a horrible car crash, her dad not being able to take the pain of his wife being gone. He abuses her, hits her for no reason. He sometimes even forgets what he's doing. Harmony doesn't need this. Even at school she gets bullied, verbally and physically by the one and only Ashton Irwin. His girlfriend is even worse, and together they rule the whole school. Will her life get worse and worse? Will it ever get better? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THERE IS SELF HARM AND SEXUAL TENSION SO BE WARNED. SORRY IF THIS SUCKS BUT ILY IF YOU READ IT THANKS. Vote! Share! Comment!

Torn in two - Lashton by toxic-mikey

Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

terrible things :: ashton irwin by -rejectsirwin

❝In the end, the truth is that we don't need someone to save us, all we need is a hand to hold until we finally save ourselves.❞ Ashton Irwin has a dark past. Emma Anderson has a dark past. They both needed someone, they needed each other. Copyright © 2014 ||- rejects-irwin Credits to Mayday Parade for the title. Ashton Irwin Fanfiction [Completed]

Anxiety [Muke af] by OopsHiYouFool

Luke has severe anxiety and depression. It kind of controls his life. One day, when he gets a panic attack at school, he hides in a toilet stall. What happens when Michael walks in and hear Luke's soft cries? What happens when Michael falls for the blonde? Will they have a happy ending? [Warning! This books contains: Depression, Anxiety, Selfharm, suicidal thoughts, suicide and self hatred! So if that triggers you, I recommend maybe not to read this. But if you choose to, read carefully, please. Thank you, stay safe. I love you]

Camp Ashton (5 seconds of summer fanfic) by Ali_writes_99

This fanfic is about a girl who goes to camp without knowing all of the adventures, tears and heartbreak she will get involved with. She doesnt want to go to camp but when she meets a boy and his other three friends her experience at camp changes completely. Will it be for the better or for the worse? What will happen at camp for the rest of their summer? Read on to find out! I OWN THIS STORY DO NOT COPY! This story and what is written on it is strictly my own :) THANKS!DONT FORGET TO WATCH THE TRAILER PLEASE! I WORKED HARD ON IT. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAssa2He3M4&index=12&list=PL0ukfJv_HbTLuMDJ9QhHSYt8lux2Anv71

Good Vs Bad by forever_Jen_

Talya Grey is a good girl. She does all her homework, she gets straight A's, and has a babysitting service. Luke Hemmings is a bad boy. He drinks, he parties, he smokes, and worst of all, he's a player. Talya hates Luke and she's not afraid to show it. What happens when they are partnered up for a project? Will they find out new things about each other? "So your a good girl?" "Whats it to you?" "You know what they say about good girls. They are bad girls that haven't been caught" he says with a wink And that's how it all began. They say one person can change your entire life. Will Talya be the one to change Luke? Or will it be the other way around? You just have to read to find out *NONE OF THE FACTS I WROTE ABOUT LUKE ARE TRUE, ITS JUST A FAN FICTION SO NO HATE*

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You Can't Save Me..

"You just can't save me." She would say. "I can try." He whispered as she drifted off to sleep. Her name was Ashton. She suffered from depression since age 8, been cutting since age 10, and starving since age 12. She knew from the beginning she had to hide it from any wandering eyes or curious friends. No one knows. Not her parents. Not her friends. But that all changed when she met Luke. Both age 17, now, he learned the truth. But what can he do? And will she let him try to save her? This is a Luke fanfic and my first one actually. Updates will be extremely random because I write when I have inspiration and on days I don't, I read. Also, there may be very detailed scenes involving self harm and suicide attempts. Please don't read if this will trigger you in any way because I love you all! I'm also here in you need me. I know there isn't anything I can say to fix it but I can listen and be a shoulder to cry on. I love you guys. Stay safe!