I Can('t) Handle It
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Last published Fri, Jul 3, 2026
Peter Parker struggles to balance personal and superhero life as he grapples with school, parent's divorce, and recent loss of his uncle. After a fateful encounter with a girl with mental health issues, he experiences a hard time especially at home with his abusive dad. With the avengers help he tries to get over his feelings and help the girl discover her trauma and other problems.
Who will the girl be and what relationship will form with the two?
Will they overcome their problems or fail completely?
Can he handle this messed up life?
Story rankings:
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#1 in depersonalization
#1 in derealization
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