Trigger warnings: Mental health, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, rejection, bullying, isolation, trauma In this personal narrative, the author, Ava, reflects on their life journey, from a premature birth in a small Michigan town to overcoming a series of challenges. Ava details their struggles with health issues, social interactions, and mental health, including experiences with bullying and a near-fatal encounter with suicide in eighth grade. They also explore their early connection with religion and the difficulties of finding acceptance in church communities. Throughout the narrative, Ava shares their discovery of potential neurodivergence, specifically the co-occurrence of Autism and ADHD, and how they've developed coping strategies to manage their challenges. Ava's story is a candid exploration of self-acceptance, personal growth, and the ongoing process of self-discovery.