Slipping Into Delirium
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Last published Sun, Jun 16, 2024
Just started ADHD medication and I'm having trouble sleeping. Sleeplessness gets me overthinking, and overthinking brought me down a rabbit hole that led me to my watt pad account from 8 years ago. It inspired me to write here again. Let me tell you about that rabbit hole and other sleepy free associations in this book. I'll stop writing when I fall asleep successfully or feel satisfied with ending for the night. This book will likely only last for tonight but I'm leaving it an open option for when I can't sleep. Also the cover is a random screenshot because idgaf- actually scratch that- icgaf (I can't give a fuck) because this is a throwaway and getting a better cover is the least of my worries. BE A BUDDY AND GET OFF THE SHED.
Holy shit, Wattpad is bugging out. The keyboard keeps dipping away and back up again and messing up my flow. I take my hands of the screen and it keeps bobbing up and down spastically like it's some big freaking joke. I'm so mad right now I could overthrow the government.
Also I might swear like a sailor or be crude or self deprecating or yadda yadda because I'm just gonna let myself be broken and chaotic and excellent here.
See you inside!
Sincerely,
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