TW! This story could be a trigger for people who are mentally struggeling! Don't read it if you are! And move on! Please don't give up! You can take this, just don't give up! ❤️ "He looks me in my eyes, I get lost in his." Rubi was treated like shit. Always. Her Father sirius, don't like her. Her best friend Draco, don't talked with her from one day to the other. Her brother forgot her and went to hogwarts while she was staying by the Order. And all this , just because she is like she is. Well, she thinks that. At one point of her life she decided to hurt herself and it was one of her best desicions she ever made. From that point on she could better handle this. As her father said to her, she should also go to hogwarts, she don't know if she should be happy about that. Yeah, she would be free then but, there are also Draco and her Brother. As she is in hogwarts she get sorted into slitherin. She got friends with the slitherins and everyone liked her. Except Mattheo. He always makes fun of her, but that is okey. She know how to handle it, everything. Also the feelings for Mattheo and all the pain. But with her friends everything is only half as bad. {Characters belong to JK Rowling and other FanFictions/ Cover Image Pinterest} [I am sorry for the grammar, English is not my lative language]