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Ongoing, First published Nov 08, 2023
The knife is in my hand.
I'm on the beach, feeling the sand beneath my feet.
The will is almost ready, and my sketchbook is nearly filled. 
I can murder myself right this moment, in my favourite place on earth- the only place I love on earth.
I want to do it, I have to do it...

Sorry that the chapters are extremely short... I'm just not really comfortable in writing yet...

Hope you enjoy it anyway!!
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