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Elan's Pain (boyXboy ||lgbtq)

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Parts 19
Time 2h 53m

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Prologue 

How does one find the strength to stand with a defiance rivaled only by his courage? 

How does one still possess purity when his innocence was stolen? 

Could one forgive the monsters? 

How does one learn to love for the first time? 

How does one learn to love himself? 

You may not understand, agree or accept the ways one chooses to deal with and surpass the darkness threatening to consume them. 
But bear witness to the few that rises from the ashes like a phoenix reborn.
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This book has boyXboy scenes and contains instances where the main character self harms and is abused verbally and physically. If this isn't your kind of pie please don't take a slice. 

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