surviving with me :D(a vent journal(?))

tw: A FUCK TON OF language <3, probably abuse, violence, sh, suicidal mentions, depressing topics ig. you get to listen to me struggling as a horny autistic bisexual trans man in a household where none of that is supported. no, this isn't bullshit. no, i'm not writing for clout. i don't give a fuck if you read this or not. love you, and no, my life isn't all hell. i'm just venting about the parts that are.