Cecil's face faded out of River's vision while his hands had strangled the life from her throat ten years ago. The only thing that saved her was his own self-control. Since then, Cecil went away and focused on rehabilitating the sadistic urges inside of him. Ten years later he returns home for his cousin's wedding, and he has checked the Plus One box on the RSVP. River has allowed him back into her life, understanding the risks, because of the strength of their history. Fighting the cravings between rehabilitated redemption and exhilarating adventure of execution, can Cecil allow her to live again? TW: Sn*ff, sm*t, viol*nce, ab*se. /// First publication!! For some reason, Wattpad will not allow me to format paragraphs with an indent. I know that is annoying, but please try to ignore it. I am new to putting my work out there lol. This is also supposed to follow a similar format to early 2010's wattpad fanfics, because it started as a writing exercise.