I Meant to Say Goodbye
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Last published Sun, Dec 13, 2015
Billy Jacobs got a CD and letter from his girlfriend. what he reads almost kills him. His perfect life diminishes in front of him as he watches his girlfriend on the CD explain everything that made her come to her decision.
She explains everything to just him and tells him to destroy it afterwards. But will he be able to part with destroying the last thing he has left of her because she decided to leave? And will someone else find it?
warning. this book contains self harm and suicide.
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