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"You promised!" Felix managed to let out making Chan turn around again. "You promised that you won't leave me again. 

Chan scoffed. "That was just to stop your concern Felix. I never meant it. You were too dumb to understand. Yes, I did care about you at first, but you started to bother me. Look, I have nothing to talk with you anymore. Go find another friend to bother" With that he went, leaving a broken and a crying Felix behind. 

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After passing a scholarship exam Felix got to enter a popular school with many facilities with the force of his parents. Before then he had a perfect life. Loving parents, caring friends, good grades and many. But after that?... His parents changed, his so called friends left him and he suffered with bad mental health. After 3 years, when the pandemic was over, everything changed. He finally got to meet a new caring best friend. He thought his life will be better like it was used to. 

Or that's what he thought.... 



◇A story about two best friends
◇Chanlix fan fiction
◇Angst
(Not a ship story!) 
    
! This story is purely a fiction. The storyline isn't related with the real lives of the mentioned idols.! 

      *Trigger warning! mentions of self harm, suicide, depression*


Started - 29.12.2023
Ended - 21.01.2024


© All rights reserved 2023All Rights Reserved

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SAVED ☆ Bang Chan [COMPLETED] by thevampywolf

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I Always Smile, But Is It Always Real?✅ by Thanmay2006

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