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Not How I Wanted

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Durée 1h 16m

LECTURES 192
Votes 6
Parties 7
Durée 1h 16m

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In which a series of live streams and speculation make an elaborate lie come to lIght

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Or Lake Indigo lies about not having a younger sibling out of respect for them and a few fans find out 



𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍



Vienna Indigo wanted to be a famous singer for as long as they can remember. The problem was, their older brother already achieved that by the time he was 25. They could always ask their brother to promote their music for his millions of fans but it wouldn't feel as earned. 

All they want is to be known for themself but when they have to move in with Lake and prying friends and fans alike are making it hard to play pretend, things start to fall apart. 


And on top of that, they may or may not unintentionally write a majority of their songs about their feelings for their best friend. Woops?Tous Droits Réservés

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When The Nights Get Long

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