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Not How I Wanted

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Parts 7
Time 1h 16m

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In which a series of live streams and speculation make an elaborate lie come to lIght

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Or Lake Indigo lies about not having a younger sibling out of respect for them and a few fans find out 



𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍



Vienna Indigo wanted to be a famous singer for as long as they can remember. The problem was, their older brother already achieved that by the time he was 25. They could always ask their brother to promote their music for his millions of fans but it wouldn't feel as earned. 

All they want is to be known for themself but when they have to move in with Lake and prying friends and fans alike are making it hard to play pretend, things start to fall apart. 


And on top of that, they may or may not unintentionally write a majority of their songs about their feelings for their best friend. Woops?All Rights Reserved

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Secrets (Wilbur x FTM Reader) by samdied69

My voice caught in my throat, my heart pounding uncontrollably. My binder choked me as my tear-streaked eyes looked up from the ground and landed on the soft glow of the phone screen. I could feel Wilbur's gaze through the screen as he asked me the question that had haunted me for the past 7 years. "Are you trans?" Y/n is an 18 year old transman. He knew since he was 11, when he came across a coming-out video of a transman. His family is extremely transphobic, and he knows if he ever came out, he would either be kicked out or sent to conversion therapy. Both were horrible options, so he had kept it under wraps. But then everything changes. What happens when he falls in love with his online best friend, who also happens to be famous twitch streamer, Wilbur Soot? ⚠️IMPORTANT⚠️ In the story, Wilbur is 20 because I'm not comfortable with the age gap of 6 years. Warning this book has a lot of angst, so don't read if you don't like angst.

ROOMMATES by hollowpointsm

"Oh my god they were roomates" ---------------‐--------------------------------- Harvey Winters is new to alot of things but pining after british boys certainly isn't one of those things. ** -- Oc story that happens to involve content creators! Under heavy editing as I do not wish to get rid of my writing but I don't support or feel comfortable keeping wilbur in

roommates by space-cadet-o7

Live with boys, they said. It'll be fun, they said. "Nick, I swear to fucking god, if you try to dye my cat blue one more time, I'll pour water on your PC." Be a twitch streamer, they said. You'll have an open schedule, they said. "Who's streaming tonight? George? Okay what time? Why do you have to stream at 3 am?" Fall for the hot roommate, they said. It'll be easy to date him, they said. "I think it would be best if we stayed friends, it would be much safer that way." Even with the struggle of having roommates, getting your heart broken, and the eyes of almost 7 million people watching, Quinn still feels like she's living the dream. Until, it seems to fall apart in front of her eyes.

between you and me || Wilbur Soot x OC by nocturnalwriter22

IN WHICH two people surrounded by mutual friends find themselves being brought together by what some people call faith and an uncontrollable surge of emotions between them which only continues to grow as they try to hide whatever they have from the people around them. OR IN WHICH wilbur soot unknowingly meets gabriella davidson through a random shared look at the train and a series of events that only leads to a deeper connection between the two as they try to protect their relationship from others. «────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────» wilbur soot x female OC social media and IRL swearing toxic relationship trauma «────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────» part of the STREAMER SERIES BOOK3

My 7 little hybrids by QueenieLee84

A/N This book is completed, and you will not receive any more bonus chapters. Dylan Asher is special, well that's what his father always said. His father told him from the time he was little that the weather was connected to him, when he was sad or anxious, the sky would cry with him. When he was angry, the winds would scream their anger. When he was 18 his father's nurse called him and told him that he needed to get home, his father was dying. What happened that night changed his life and the life of 200 other people forever. Now with crippling anxiety that won't allow him to be around other people, he bought a massive cabin in the woods, one where he can be alone with his plants. The only human contact he has is his therapist, but even that is over a video call. So what happens when he starts saving animals that he finds around his house? And what if those animals aren't what they seem? 39k words This is a reverse poly harem with a male OC. There will be smut, so please don't read unless you are over 18.

Five's A Crowd by ur_anus_

"𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐 𝔽𝔸𝕄𝕀𝕃𝕐 ℍ𝔸𝕊 𝕊𝔼ℂℝ𝔼𝕋𝕊" - - - "My name is Hazel, but most people call me Ze. I'm from Melbourne, and love Taylor Swift." I cringe at my own words, and think back to a time where Fletcher was one of the only people calling me Ze. "Does anyone have questions for Miss. Bolivi?" Fletcher asks, and I hate the way my father's last name sounds on his lips. Lots of students raise their hands, and I feel overwhelmed. People actually want to learn something about me? "Yes, Miss. Abbott. Ask away," Fletcher says to one of the girls who is seated at a table at the front of the class, with other kids who all look bitchy like her. "Are you related to the Bolivi brothers?" Her disgustingly sweet voice pukes out. "My last name is Bailey," I say coldly, hating how that was her only query about me. - - - Hazel Bailey. She's your typical Australian teenage girl. From going out with friends every Friday night, to crushing on university boys. But what happens when this seemingly normal girl experiences the loss of her mother? Fearing that she's going to go into foster care, Hazel begins to stress, but she quickly discovers that she's not going to go into the system. Instead, her five older brothers have gained custody of her. The same five older brothers she never knew existed. Something about them seems off, and Hazel can't help acting wary. But they're not the only ones with secrets. Join Hazel in a journey of lies, love, attachment, and humor.

[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader by CozySadness

✨[𝘈 𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘹 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳]✨ ‼️𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙧‼️ •Chapters will be slow to update since I have a school,but I have plans on making this fic 10-25 chapters! •I would prefer if people would not skip the "start" I have pronouns,backgrounds,and lots of other stuff that would be crucial to know for the story! •I would consider somethings I plan to put on this story to be heavy or trigging so therefore i will put CW or TW for some things,I will also put CW and TW if anyone tells me it's triggering! •Please remember that if you like the chapter to vote on it! It's the best way to get my story out there for more people too see and enjoy I would really appreciate it! •Just as a warning,Ima be completely honest the first 1-4 chapters start out slow and kinda poopy but theyre short so it's very easy to just kinda 🏄💨 by them😔 •Lastly,Dream has said that he doesn't care for fanfics but if that were to change in the future I would be deleting the story :( 🌹𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢🌹 Ayanna Young is a streamer with her friends Trinity,Rylee,and Jaylin. One day on stream Ayannas twitch chat was spammed with "you should stream with dream". After that leads to a unbreakable friendship.

F***in' Arizona by melanatedmelon

How bad could it be to enlist your female best friend into helping you lie to your Christian family about your new relationship with your male best friend and about your newfound sexuality? Not that bad, right? Right??? --------- Nova Queen and Arizona "Ari" Matthews weren't always close in high school, but after an intense and serious conversation in the library one day, the two become the best of friends until they go their separate ways their freshman year of college. Now in their mid 20s and freshly out of grad school, they are reunited in the park of their hometown where Ari asks a huge favor of Nova that she later wishes she had refused. But in the end, will she really wish she had refused? *FA spans a timeline from 2010-2020 to help the reader see how the relationships were built between characters in a partial series of flashbacks. It also helps the reader to really see into the minds of Arizona and Nova as they age, and the effect different life events have on them. It's a bit of a slower build and the plot is mostly seen a little later in the book, but I promise it's worth it. 🙂 *I do not own any of the rights to the music nor the pictures. *Rated M for language, sexual content, destructive behaviors, suicide, and dialogue that may be triggering for some readers. *These characters may do or say things that you don't agree or may get upset with, please remember YOU ARE NOT THESE PEOPLE, and their lives are a work of fiction and my imagination. Thank you and please enjoy the story if you choose to continue. 1st Place Undiscovered Awards in LGBTQ! ✨ A #AestheteCertified book ✨ A Fairytale Awards best ship name Honorable Mention ✨ A Fairytale Awards Honorable Mention ✨ A Lollipop Awards Honorable Mention in LGBTQ ✨

When The Nights Get Long by jackson_terrance

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Fandom: The Musical by Septililu7

*Disclaimer* Any music reference (including title) I do not own, it is owned by Waterparks. I love this album so much that I accidentally wrote a musical inspired by the songs. This will be written more in a very detailed script writing than an actual story. I will include links to the songs so you can listen along with the lyrics and what character sings what. Sometimes I changed what the character is saying so it makes more sense. Asher and Sam have been best friends since middle school. When you're the only two queer kids at your small conservative Texas school, you stick together. This story starts on the last day of senior year, where they meet someone named Jasmine, who has just come out as pansexual and nonbinary. Jasmine has always had a huge crush on Asher, but so has Sam. And Asher... is a confused mess. Follow their story of how these two try to purse their dreams of becoming musicians and if that dream is lost from a screwed up love triangle. Trigger warnings: bullying, sexual assault, queer slurs used as insults My dream is to make this a real musical, but I have to get permission from Waterparks to use their music. If this story gains a lot of attention, maybe they'll notice and we can work something out. I hope you enjoy!!

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Secrets (Wilbur x FTM Reader) cover

ROOMMATES cover

roommates cover

between you and me || Wilbur Soot x OC cover

My 7 little hybrids cover

Five's A Crowd cover

[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader cover

F***in' Arizona cover

When The Nights Get Long cover

Fandom: The Musical cover

Secrets (Wilbur x FTM Reader)

My voice caught in my throat, my heart pounding uncontrollably. My binder choked me as my tear-streaked eyes looked up from the ground and landed on the soft glow of the phone screen. I could feel Wilbur's gaze through the screen as he asked me the question that had haunted me for the past 7 years. "Are you trans?" Y/n is an 18 year old transman. He knew since he was 11, when he came across a coming-out video of a transman. His family is extremely transphobic, and he knows if he ever came out, he would either be kicked out or sent to conversion therapy. Both were horrible options, so he had kept it under wraps. But then everything changes. What happens when he falls in love with his online best friend, who also happens to be famous twitch streamer, Wilbur Soot? ⚠️IMPORTANT⚠️ In the story, Wilbur is 20 because I'm not comfortable with the age gap of 6 years. Warning this book has a lot of angst, so don't read if you don't like angst.