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Not How I Wanted

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Reads 192
Votes 6
Parts 7
Time 1h 16m

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In which a series of live streams and speculation make an elaborate lie come to lIght

𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍


Or Lake Indigo lies about not having a younger sibling out of respect for them and a few fans find out 



𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍



Vienna Indigo wanted to be a famous singer for as long as they can remember. The problem was, their older brother already achieved that by the time he was 25. They could always ask their brother to promote their music for his millions of fans but it wouldn't feel as earned. 

All they want is to be known for themself but when they have to move in with Lake and prying friends and fans alike are making it hard to play pretend, things start to fall apart. 


And on top of that, they may or may not unintentionally write a majority of their songs about their feelings for their best friend. Woops?All Rights Reserved

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Five's A Crowd by ur_anus_

"𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐 𝔽𝔸𝕄𝕀𝕃𝕐 ℍ𝔸𝕊 𝕊𝔼ℂℝ𝔼𝕋𝕊" - - - "My name is Hazel, but most people call me Ze. I'm from Melbourne, and love Taylor Swift." I cringe at my own words, and think back to a time where Fletcher was one of the only people calling me Ze. "Does anyone have questions for Miss. Bolivi?" Fletcher asks, and I hate the way my father's last name sounds on his lips. Lots of students raise their hands, and I feel overwhelmed. People actually want to learn something about me? "Yes, Miss. Abbott. Ask away," Fletcher says to one of the girls who is seated at a table at the front of the class, with other kids who all look bitchy like her. "Are you related to the Bolivi brothers?" Her disgustingly sweet voice pukes out. "My last name is Bailey," I say coldly, hating how that was her only query about me. - - - Hazel Bailey. She's your typical Australian teenage girl. From going out with friends every Friday night, to crushing on university boys. But what happens when this seemingly normal girl experiences the loss of her mother? Fearing that she's going to go into foster care, Hazel begins to stress, but she quickly discovers that she's not going to go into the system. Instead, her five older brothers have gained custody of her. The same five older brothers she never knew existed. Something about them seems off, and Hazel can't help acting wary. But they're not the only ones with secrets. Join Hazel in a journey of lies, love, attachment, and humor.

Ghost Queen in the House of Love by flowerghostqueen

*Speculative Fiction Awards 2021 Honorable Mention* *2nd Place in the LGBT genre in The Aeryn Awards 2021* Complete. LGBT mythological fantasy with romance elements. Dark PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS + BEAUTY AND THE BEAST with a bit of A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE. Exclusive to Wattpad. In a world eternally ruled by the Olympians, love has never been closer to death. HEDONE: In a world where Ancient Greece and its gods live forever, Hedone is a goddess, the daughter of Eros and Psyche. After years of isolation on a floating island, she's now Zeus' lover, too. The King of Olympus asks her to prove her loyalty with one task: discover whether Melinoë, the daughter of Hades and Persephone, is conspiring against him after her exile from the Underworld. But as she and the goddess of ghosts grow close, Hedone must choose whether to follow her heart or choose what's safest. ONIA: Queen Harmonia is the daughter of an affair between Ares and Aphrodite, which led to a jealous Hephaestus crafting a serpent necklace for her wedding that has doomed her and literally embeds itself in her skin. As she tries to crawl out of the melancholy or "madness" she's used to, her husband announces that Zeus has granted help for the cursed gift: Circe, the cunning witch. As Onia receives Circe's help and tutelage, she develops feelings that threaten the way things must be, lest the world devolve into war and suffering because of the Olympians' anger. 18+ with content warnings inside.

Stepping into Adulthood by AritraDutta779

The story is about a group of friends. They're about to graduate from high school and step into their respective college life. On one hand they have the immense pressure of the school final exam and on the other hand they're filled with nostalgia. They're about to close one chapter of their life and step into another one. The story starts on the last day at school. Coming to school together for the last time, sitting together for the last time, having lunch together for the last time, bunking classes together for the last time, getting scolded / punished together for the last time. All of these combined create an environment where the students are completely immersed into enjoying their final day at school. They'll be leaving the school soon. They'll become the past tense while a new batch takes their place and a new future waits for the present one to become past. So, everyone's busy making one last memory. Some eager to bid farewell to their friends, some taking one last shot to propose to their crushes or some maybe just want to get it over with. Overall everyone's busy trying to make their ending(of school life) a happy ending. But the pursuit of a happy ending isn't always happy. Complications are very real things. As they step out of adolescence and step into adulthood they get acquainted with real world problems, some more serious than others. [updates every Wednesday / Thursday]

When The Nights Get Long by jackson_terrance

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All Because Of A Raid(Ranboo x ftm reader) by TheClosetGoblin

While streaming Y/n has fun talking to chat, when the end of stream comes around Y/n raids a person named Ranboo and it all goes on from there. This story is going to mainly be fluff maybe some angst i don't know yet. Also Ranboo is not comfortable with anything nsfw written about him so there's gonna be none of that. Y/n is trans ftm since there is not a lot of trans reader x Ranboo fics so I'm making this. This is an edited description so a good chunk of this fic is already written, please be aware that some stuff in the first few chapters aren't gonna be brought up in the next chapters coming up. If any content creators in this book want it taken down I won't hesitate to do so. Day started 9-29-21 Finished 6-5-22

[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader by CozySadness

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Napa: New Class by _YourFavoGay

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Five's A Crowd cover

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When The Nights Get Long cover

All Because Of A Raid(Ranboo x ftm reader) cover

[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader cover

Coincidental Husbands - 4 : Bros Before Vows cover

roommates cover

Simpinnit (Tommyinnit x reader) cover

Napa: New Class cover

Five's A Crowd

"𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐 𝔽𝔸𝕄𝕀𝕃𝕐 ℍ𝔸𝕊 𝕊𝔼ℂℝ𝔼𝕋𝕊" - - - "My name is Hazel, but most people call me Ze. I'm from Melbourne, and love Taylor Swift." I cringe at my own words, and think back to a time where Fletcher was one of the only people calling me Ze. "Does anyone have questions for Miss. Bolivi?" Fletcher asks, and I hate the way my father's last name sounds on his lips. Lots of students raise their hands, and I feel overwhelmed. People actually want to learn something about me? "Yes, Miss. Abbott. Ask away," Fletcher says to one of the girls who is seated at a table at the front of the class, with other kids who all look bitchy like her. "Are you related to the Bolivi brothers?" Her disgustingly sweet voice pukes out. "My last name is Bailey," I say coldly, hating how that was her only query about me. - - - Hazel Bailey. She's your typical Australian teenage girl. From going out with friends every Friday night, to crushing on university boys. But what happens when this seemingly normal girl experiences the loss of her mother? Fearing that she's going to go into foster care, Hazel begins to stress, but she quickly discovers that she's not going to go into the system. Instead, her five older brothers have gained custody of her. The same five older brothers she never knew existed. Something about them seems off, and Hazel can't help acting wary. But they're not the only ones with secrets. Join Hazel in a journey of lies, love, attachment, and humor.