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Not How I Wanted

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Parts 7
Time 1h 16m

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In which a series of live streams and speculation make an elaborate lie come to lIght

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Or Lake Indigo lies about not having a younger sibling out of respect for them and a few fans find out 



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Vienna Indigo wanted to be a famous singer for as long as they can remember. The problem was, their older brother already achieved that by the time he was 25. They could always ask their brother to promote their music for his millions of fans but it wouldn't feel as earned. 

All they want is to be known for themself but when they have to move in with Lake and prying friends and fans alike are making it hard to play pretend, things start to fall apart. 


And on top of that, they may or may not unintentionally write a majority of their songs about their feelings for their best friend. Woops?All Rights Reserved

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Secrets (Wilbur x FTM Reader) by samdied69

My voice caught in my throat, my heart pounding uncontrollably. My binder choked me as my tear-streaked eyes looked up from the ground and landed on the soft glow of the phone screen. I could feel Wilbur's gaze through the screen as he asked me the question that had haunted me for the past 7 years. "Are you trans?" Y/n is an 18 year old transman. He knew since he was 11, when he came across a coming-out video of a transman. His family is extremely transphobic, and he knows if he ever came out, he would either be kicked out or sent to conversion therapy. Both were horrible options, so he had kept it under wraps. But then everything changes. What happens when he falls in love with his online best friend, who also happens to be famous twitch streamer, Wilbur Soot? ⚠️IMPORTANT⚠️ In the story, Wilbur is 20 because I'm not comfortable with the age gap of 6 years. Warning this book has a lot of angst, so don't read if you don't like angst.

roommates by space-cadet-o7

Live with boys, they said. It'll be fun, they said. "Nick, I swear to fucking god, if you try to dye my cat blue one more time, I'll pour water on your PC." Be a twitch streamer, they said. You'll have an open schedule, they said. "Who's streaming tonight? George? Okay what time? Why do you have to stream at 3 am?" Fall for the hot roommate, they said. It'll be easy to date him, they said. "I think it would be best if we stayed friends, it would be much safer that way." Even with the struggle of having roommates, getting your heart broken, and the eyes of almost 7 million people watching, Quinn still feels like she's living the dream. Until, it seems to fall apart in front of her eyes.

All Because Of A Raid(Ranboo x ftm reader) by TheClosetGoblin

While streaming Y/n has fun talking to chat, when the end of stream comes around Y/n raids a person named Ranboo and it all goes on from there. This story is going to mainly be fluff maybe some angst i don't know yet. Also Ranboo is not comfortable with anything nsfw written about him so there's gonna be none of that. Y/n is trans ftm since there is not a lot of trans reader x Ranboo fics so I'm making this. This is an edited description so a good chunk of this fic is already written, please be aware that some stuff in the first few chapters aren't gonna be brought up in the next chapters coming up. If any content creators in this book want it taken down I won't hesitate to do so. Day started 9-29-21 Finished 6-5-22

Tʜɪs ⵊs Hᴏᴍᴇ | ᴛʀᴀɴs!Tᴜʙʙᴏ AU by bigbahongaloos

Toby/Tubbo, better know as Alesha by the people around him, was put into the foster system when he was fourteen after a tragic incident in his family when he was eleven. His home, which was located on the more dangerous side of town, was robbed, resulting in his parents death, and the kidnapping of him and his sister, Lani. Lani was killed next to him just a few weeks later. Tubbo was eleven when he was taken, and fourteen when he was rescued and put until the system. He bounced from home to home for some months for either "being to quiet" or "not being able to take a joke," when the joke caused him a panic attack from his two years of trauma. Other homes just didn't want to take on the trouble of caring for a traumatized kid once they found out how "hard" it was. One day, when Tubbo is put in a home with a family of four, the dad of the other three and one of the kids, who is Tubbo's age, take a strong liking to Tubbo, who they thinks his name is Alesha and is a girl. Tubbo assumes this home will be like all of the others, but he soon realizes that this may not be the case. ~~~ TW// Cussing Foster system Kidnapping Death Family death Trauma Bullying Crying Transphobia Deadnaming Misgendering etc... ~~~ Started: February 8, 2023 Finished: February 19, 2023

between you and me || Wilbur Soot x OC by nocturnalwriter22

IN WHICH two people surrounded by mutual friends find themselves being brought together by what some people call faith and an uncontrollable surge of emotions between them which only continues to grow as they try to hide whatever they have from the people around them. OR IN WHICH wilbur soot unknowingly meets gabriella davidson through a random shared look at the train and a series of events that only leads to a deeper connection between the two as they try to protect their relationship from others. «────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────» wilbur soot x female OC social media and IRL swearing toxic relationship trauma «────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────» part of the STREAMER SERIES BOOK3

Lover Boy (Dream x Reader) by OhNoTheCraftingTable

(TW) Smut, Anger, Yelling, Blood, metal things, Swearing, Sexual Assault, Manipulation, LMK If there are more I need to add! Dream X Fem Reader (Pronouns She/Her) You are a small twitch streamer who was invited into the Dream SMP. You live in Colorado and you have one little brother. You are 20 and he is 15. Your parents are divorced and your brother lives with your mom, your parents have a healthy co-parenting relationship. Your parents have been divorced since you were 12 so you've gotten used to it. You are close to your Dad and Step mom and your real mom is an alcoholic. You have 1.9k followers on twitch and 1.6k followers on Tiktok. You moved out of your childhood home and now live in a small 2 story loft. the bottom half has a kitchen, living room, and bathroom. Upstairs has a bathroom, closet, and bedroom.

My 7 little hybrids by QueenieLee84

A/N This book is completed, and you will not receive any more bonus chapters. Dylan Asher is special, well that's what his father always said. His father told him from the time he was little that the weather was connected to him, when he was sad or anxious, the sky would cry with him. When he was angry, the winds would scream their anger. When he was 18 his father's nurse called him and told him that he needed to get home, his father was dying. What happened that night changed his life and the life of 200 other people forever. Now with crippling anxiety that won't allow him to be around other people, he bought a massive cabin in the woods, one where he can be alone with his plants. The only human contact he has is his therapist, but even that is over a video call. So what happens when he starts saving animals that he finds around his house? And what if those animals aren't what they seem? 39k words This is a reverse poly harem with a male OC. There will be smut, so please don't read unless you are over 18.

ROOMMATES by hollowpointsm

"Oh my god they were roomates" ---------------‐--------------------------------- Harvey Winters is new to alot of things but pining after british boys certainly isn't one of those things. ** -- Oc story that happens to involve content creators! Under heavy editing as I do not wish to get rid of my writing but I don't support or feel comfortable keeping wilbur in

Napa: New Class by _YourFavoGay

Famous Social Media Twins, Alfie and Bryce Cameron, lives are uprooted when their mom returns home from a trip to Paris where she tells them she met this business man who knocked her socks off. They were even more shocked when she showed a ring on her finger that they were now engaged. If a man had the power to get a yes from a 3 weeks trip he gots to have the sauce. Their mother wasnt some sort of golddigger. They were comfortable. No she didnt have an amazing profession, she only have a makeup line and is the ex-wife of a now retired football player--so the divorce settlement and child support keeps them afloat. Plus, the boys fanbase and sponsorships have them even racking in close to 500K a year. Anywho she dropped them bomb on them at the ripe age of 17 and told them enjoy their last summer in Atlanta because they were moving to the black excellence capital in florida, Napa. They were confused and was waiting for this to be a prank like the many they did on her in the last 3 years however the for sale sign in their lawn made it all too real. The brochure for Alton Academy made it damn near tangible and the moving trucks that showed up mid-August made it all concrete. Alfie and Bryce were confused as to how were they about to move into a home with a man they never met and a future step-brother they never knew. They knew since their dad left them ten years ago that she was pining for love but this all seemed rush but what could they do...they had no choice. They had to pack up their lives and head to what they think is a quiet boring town of rich black people like themselves...however, they get a crash course immediately into Napa Society not even 2 hours after crossing the town line. "Napa is no stranger to Drama"

Faked An Identity (BL) by Victry2023

When Tyler creates an Instagram account for his introverted twin sister Taylor, it's all fun and games-until it's not. Posing as Taylor, Tyler connects with Tanner, a reserved man who is captivated by the girl in the photos and the person behind the texts. What starts as playful banter transforms into endless, meaningful conversations. Tanner finds himself drawn to someone unlike anyone he's ever known-curious why she never picks up his calls but enchanted by the connection they share. Meanwhile, Tyler's carefree flirting shifts into something deeper, something he can't quite name. As feelings grow and secrets pile up, Tyler faces a heart-wrenching realization: he isn't just falling for Tanner-he's falling for a version of himself he didn't know existed. But how do you confess the truth when it risks breaking everything? "Love doesn't always follow the rules, and sometimes, the truest connections are born out of deception."

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between you and me || Wilbur Soot x OC cover

Lover Boy (Dream x Reader) cover

My 7 little hybrids cover

ROOMMATES cover

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Faked An Identity (BL) cover

Secrets (Wilbur x FTM Reader)

My voice caught in my throat, my heart pounding uncontrollably. My binder choked me as my tear-streaked eyes looked up from the ground and landed on the soft glow of the phone screen. I could feel Wilbur's gaze through the screen as he asked me the question that had haunted me for the past 7 years. "Are you trans?" Y/n is an 18 year old transman. He knew since he was 11, when he came across a coming-out video of a transman. His family is extremely transphobic, and he knows if he ever came out, he would either be kicked out or sent to conversion therapy. Both were horrible options, so he had kept it under wraps. But then everything changes. What happens when he falls in love with his online best friend, who also happens to be famous twitch streamer, Wilbur Soot? ⚠️IMPORTANT⚠️ In the story, Wilbur is 20 because I'm not comfortable with the age gap of 6 years. Warning this book has a lot of angst, so don't read if you don't like angst.