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Not How I Wanted

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Reads 192
Votes 6
Parts 7
Time 1h 16m

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In which a series of live streams and speculation make an elaborate lie come to lIght

𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍


Or Lake Indigo lies about not having a younger sibling out of respect for them and a few fans find out 



𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍



Vienna Indigo wanted to be a famous singer for as long as they can remember. The problem was, their older brother already achieved that by the time he was 25. They could always ask their brother to promote their music for his millions of fans but it wouldn't feel as earned. 

All they want is to be known for themself but when they have to move in with Lake and prying friends and fans alike are making it hard to play pretend, things start to fall apart. 


And on top of that, they may or may not unintentionally write a majority of their songs about their feelings for their best friend. Woops?All Rights Reserved

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[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader

✨[𝘈 𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘹 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳]✨ ‼️𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙧‼️ •Chapters will be slow to update since I have a school,but I have plans on making this fic 10-25 chapters! •I would prefer if people would not skip the "start" I have pronouns,backgrounds,and lots of other stuff that would be crucial to know for the story! •I would consider somethings I plan to put on this story to be heavy or trigging so therefore i will put CW or TW for some things,I will also put CW and TW if anyone tells me it's triggering! •Please remember that if you like the chapter to vote on it! It's the best way to get my story out there for more people too see and enjoy I would really appreciate it! •Just as a warning,Ima be completely honest the first 1-4 chapters start out slow and kinda poopy but theyre short so it's very easy to just kinda 🏄💨 by them😔 •Lastly,Dream has said that he doesn't care for fanfics but if that were to change in the future I would be deleting the story :( 🌹𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢🌹 Ayanna Young is a streamer with her friends Trinity,Rylee,and Jaylin. One day on stream Ayannas twitch chat was spammed with "you should stream with dream". After that leads to a unbreakable friendship.