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Not How I Wanted

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Parts 7
Time 1h 16m

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In which a series of live streams and speculation make an elaborate lie come to lIght

𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍


Or Lake Indigo lies about not having a younger sibling out of respect for them and a few fans find out 



𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍𑁍



Vienna Indigo wanted to be a famous singer for as long as they can remember. The problem was, their older brother already achieved that by the time he was 25. They could always ask their brother to promote their music for his millions of fans but it wouldn't feel as earned. 

All they want is to be known for themself but when they have to move in with Lake and prying friends and fans alike are making it hard to play pretend, things start to fall apart. 


And on top of that, they may or may not unintentionally write a majority of their songs about their feelings for their best friend. Woops?All Rights Reserved

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All Because Of A Raid(Ranboo x ftm reader) by TheClosetGoblin

While streaming Y/n has fun talking to chat, when the end of stream comes around Y/n raids a person named Ranboo and it all goes on from there. This story is going to mainly be fluff maybe some angst i don't know yet. Also Ranboo is not comfortable with anything nsfw written about him so there's gonna be none of that. Y/n is trans ftm since there is not a lot of trans reader x Ranboo fics so I'm making this. This is an edited description so a good chunk of this fic is already written, please be aware that some stuff in the first few chapters aren't gonna be brought up in the next chapters coming up. If any content creators in this book want it taken down I won't hesitate to do so. Day started 9-29-21 Finished 6-5-22

Tʜɪs ⵊs Hᴏᴍᴇ | ᴛʀᴀɴs!Tᴜʙʙᴏ AU by bigbahongaloos

Toby/Tubbo, better know as Alesha by the people around him, was put into the foster system when he was fourteen after a tragic incident in his family when he was eleven. His home, which was located on the more dangerous side of town, was robbed, resulting in his parents death, and the kidnapping of him and his sister, Lani. Lani was killed next to him just a few weeks later. Tubbo was eleven when he was taken, and fourteen when he was rescued and put until the system. He bounced from home to home for some months for either "being to quiet" or "not being able to take a joke," when the joke caused him a panic attack from his two years of trauma. Other homes just didn't want to take on the trouble of caring for a traumatized kid once they found out how "hard" it was. One day, when Tubbo is put in a home with a family of four, the dad of the other three and one of the kids, who is Tubbo's age, take a strong liking to Tubbo, who they thinks his name is Alesha and is a girl. Tubbo assumes this home will be like all of the others, but he soon realizes that this may not be the case. ~~~ TW// Cussing Foster system Kidnapping Death Family death Trauma Bullying Crying Transphobia Deadnaming Misgendering etc... ~~~ Started: February 8, 2023 Finished: February 19, 2023

F***in' Arizona by melanatedmelon

How bad could it be to enlist your female best friend into helping you lie to your Christian family about your new relationship with your male best friend and about your newfound sexuality? Not that bad, right? Right??? --------- Nova Queen and Arizona "Ari" Matthews weren't always close in high school, but after an intense and serious conversation in the library one day, the two become the best of friends until they go their separate ways their freshman year of college. Now in their mid 20s and freshly out of grad school, they are reunited in the park of their hometown where Ari asks a huge favor of Nova that she later wishes she had refused. But in the end, will she really wish she had refused? *FA spans a timeline from 2010-2020 to help the reader see how the relationships were built between characters in a partial series of flashbacks. It also helps the reader to really see into the minds of Arizona and Nova as they age, and the effect different life events have on them. It's a bit of a slower build and the plot is mostly seen a little later in the book, but I promise it's worth it. 🙂 *I do not own any of the rights to the music nor the pictures. *Rated M for language, sexual content, destructive behaviors, suicide, and dialogue that may be triggering for some readers. *These characters may do or say things that you don't agree or may get upset with, please remember YOU ARE NOT THESE PEOPLE, and their lives are a work of fiction and my imagination. Thank you and please enjoy the story if you choose to continue. 1st Place Undiscovered Awards in LGBTQ! ✨ A #AestheteCertified book ✨ A Fairytale Awards best ship name Honorable Mention ✨ A Fairytale Awards Honorable Mention ✨ A Lollipop Awards Honorable Mention in LGBTQ ✨

The Worst & Best Thing | Joe Sugg by pointlesugg

"Lying to yourself won't make you forget what happened. You liked it, you wanted it. You wanted it just as much as i did. You want it right now." i can just feel Joe smirking. Emma Lake lives her life the way she wants with her best friend Violet by her side and step brother Caspar looking after her. But, when her childhood friend and step brother's best friend starts viewing her as more than just "A little sister" things get complicated and heated. Joe Sugg makes Emma's life more challenging and exciting. He could either be the best thing to happen or the worse. Why not read and find out which it is? (: ( Characters in story are not famous also STORY CONTAINS DRINKING, DRUGS, SWEARING AND SEXUAL CONTENT, you've been warned )

Secrets (Wilbur x FTM Reader) by samdied69

My voice caught in my throat, my heart pounding uncontrollably. My binder choked me as my tear-streaked eyes looked up from the ground and landed on the soft glow of the phone screen. I could feel Wilbur's gaze through the screen as he asked me the question that had haunted me for the past 7 years. "Are you trans?" Y/n is an 18 year old transman. He knew since he was 11, when he came across a coming-out video of a transman. His family is extremely transphobic, and he knows if he ever came out, he would either be kicked out or sent to conversion therapy. Both were horrible options, so he had kept it under wraps. But then everything changes. What happens when he falls in love with his online best friend, who also happens to be famous twitch streamer, Wilbur Soot? ⚠️IMPORTANT⚠️ In the story, Wilbur is 20 because I'm not comfortable with the age gap of 6 years. Warning this book has a lot of angst, so don't read if you don't like angst.

Fandom: The Musical by Septililu7

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Napa: New Class by _YourFavoGay

Famous Social Media Twins, Alfie and Bryce Cameron, lives are uprooted when their mom returns home from a trip to Paris where she tells them she met this business man who knocked her socks off. They were even more shocked when she showed a ring on her finger that they were now engaged. If a man had the power to get a yes from a 3 weeks trip he gots to have the sauce. Their mother wasnt some sort of golddigger. They were comfortable. No she didnt have an amazing profession, she only have a makeup line and is the ex-wife of a now retired football player--so the divorce settlement and child support keeps them afloat. Plus, the boys fanbase and sponsorships have them even racking in close to 500K a year. Anywho she dropped them bomb on them at the ripe age of 17 and told them enjoy their last summer in Atlanta because they were moving to the black excellence capital in florida, Napa. They were confused and was waiting for this to be a prank like the many they did on her in the last 3 years however the for sale sign in their lawn made it all too real. The brochure for Alton Academy made it damn near tangible and the moving trucks that showed up mid-August made it all concrete. Alfie and Bryce were confused as to how were they about to move into a home with a man they never met and a future step-brother they never knew. They knew since their dad left them ten years ago that she was pining for love but this all seemed rush but what could they do...they had no choice. They had to pack up their lives and head to what they think is a quiet boring town of rich black people like themselves...however, they get a crash course immediately into Napa Society not even 2 hours after crossing the town line. "Napa is no stranger to Drama"

[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader by CozySadness

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Complicated by Blue_Writes_Stories

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Project: Love-Ruins-Lives by RosesAreRed_wastaken

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[Shii i caught feelings] Dream X Reader cover

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All Because Of A Raid(Ranboo x ftm reader)

While streaming Y/n has fun talking to chat, when the end of stream comes around Y/n raids a person named Ranboo and it all goes on from there. This story is going to mainly be fluff maybe some angst i don't know yet. Also Ranboo is not comfortable with anything nsfw written about him so there's gonna be none of that. Y/n is trans ftm since there is not a lot of trans reader x Ranboo fics so I'm making this. This is an edited description so a good chunk of this fic is already written, please be aware that some stuff in the first few chapters aren't gonna be brought up in the next chapters coming up. If any content creators in this book want it taken down I won't hesitate to do so. Day started 9-29-21 Finished 6-5-22