Lost
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Complete Tue, Mar 24, 20157m
Do you know what it's like to not want to get up every morning? Probably for you it's because you want to sleep, but for me it was something greater. I dreaded facing the world. Going to school, seeing people who try and understand what's going on; but really they don't, people who are try And pretend to be my friends. Facings family who seems to be replacing me... Because I'm obviously not good enough for them; having to see people who don't even understand what's going on in my life. To see the people who don't even bother to try and help me. Here is my story.
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