Abused and numb

I don't remember what being loved feels like. It's been like that for a while. My mother has been drunk and abusive for as long as I can remember, and me and my sister have always hated each other. My mother adores Marlena. "She's so perfect and I fucking wish that you were never even born!", those are words that I hear quite often.

Author's note: do not publish my story anywhere, thank you!