NEVER ENDING

" I trusted you " I felt the world crumble upon me when the only man I trusted, told me he was only here for fun.

" I guess things change, your nott what I expected" his words stung and I knew.

I being broken is a never ending story.

If love was war I guess people would have been dead all along.
Imagine

I wish I had a camera, to be able to capture all your smiles,
Wish I had a video recorder, so as I can record all your actions,
From your voice to your words,
Maybe I would have that memory even if get amnesia.

I love listening to how you speak,
From the serious to the funny tone,
How you ask weird question,
With a glimpse of laughter and happiness.

To the moment you make crazy jokes,
Making me smile like a creep,
Saying what you know, that will make me laugh out loud,
And hide my face cause of embarrassment.

Time goes slowly but steady,
Just the right speed I want,
But I knew nothing gud last forever,
Cause the moment you want to enjoy something, time takes it away.

This is not love for real,
Not obsession,
This is me knowing around you I'm free,
Like for the first time in years.

All of this was just a history no man can love you, the way you're meant to be loved......