The American Man :Losing Him , Finding Me
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  • Parts 3
  • Time 12m
Ongoing, First published Nov 15, 2023
This is my story -raw , honest and unfilterend . I feel for a man who seemed to have it all . Chuckii Booker , a brilliant musician with a charm that drew me like a moth of flame . What started as secret , passionate love affair quickly became a whirlwind of emotions -bliss , doubt , betrayal and heartbreak .

I lived in the shadows of our relationship , consumed by the lies I chose to ignore and the thruth I wasn't ready to face .I loved him deeply , but somewhere along the way , I forgot to love myself .It wasn't until the pain became unbearable that I realized I deserve more than a love built on deceit .

This book is my journey -how I confronted the lies , found my voice , and stepped into the light .It's about heartbreak ,healing and rediscovering my worth.Wrinting this is my way of letting go and embracing the person I've become :stronger , wiser , and filled with self-love .

American Boy  is not just my story -it's for anyone who has ever felt lost in love and needs a reminder that the most important relationship you'II ever have is the one with yourself .
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