At the risk of losing you
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 8h 33m
Complete, First published Nov 15, 2023
My name is Megan. In 1991, I was 16 and dating the boy I had always loved. I had not expected that my destiny would be radically changed by the arrival of Jessy. This 17-year-old boy attracts me from the first glance, even if he seems to be fleeing the whole world. Gradually, I get closer to him and discover him.

One evening, I no longer resist and kiss him but he pushes me away before telling me his painful secret: he has been HIV-positive for a year.

Since he had an unprotected heterosexual relationship.

In 1991, all we knew about AIDS was that it was a deadly and frightening disease. Anyone who knows Jessy's condition rejects her.

Will I do the same or stay close to him at all costs ?

English is not my native language, there may be some mistakes for which I apologize in advance.
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