Panic
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Last published Sat, Jun 4, 2016
I spent my whole boring life in the same town with the same old street lights. I had the same classmates and only my distant mother as family. I didn't hate my life but there wasn't anything too enthusiastic. I had the same old belief that love was a bunch of bull.
I never expected my life to change the way it did when I was finally diagnosed and mom dragged me across the country to this fancy ass children's hospital we're there making me fallow all these dumb rules like don't watch scary movies, you can't do sport's, don't you dare go to a rave, you can't drink alcohol, don't kiss boys, no alarm clocks. I would normally rebel and do it all anyway but these things......I'm not about to try and cheat death.
This is my life now and I've began to make the best of it but I can't shake the feeling everyone around me is lying. My mom, my friends, even the doctors are sketchy. Maybe it's for my own good, maybe I don't want to know. Its not to unlikely that the truth could kill me
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