Panic
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  • Reads 107
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 4m
Ongoing, First published Mar 24, 2015
I spent my whole boring life in the same town with the same old street lights. I had the same classmates and only my distant mother as family. I didn't hate my life but there wasn't anything too enthusiastic. I had the same old belief that love was a bunch of bull.

I never expected my life to change the way it did when I was finally diagnosed and mom dragged me across the country to this fancy ass children's hospital we're there making me fallow all these dumb rules like don't watch scary movies, you can't do sport's, don't you dare go to a rave, you can't drink alcohol, don't kiss boys, no alarm clocks. I would normally rebel and do it all anyway but these things......I'm not about to try and cheat death. 

This is my life now and I've began to make the best of it but I can't shake the feeling everyone around me is lying. My mom, my friends, even the doctors are sketchy. Maybe it's for my own good, maybe I don't want to know. Its not to unlikely that the truth could kill me
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Off-limits Series: Never Enough

27 parts Ongoing

I always believe in the phrase that love is blind, everything that is forbidden is desirable, and when love comes knocking on your doorstep you lose all focus on your behavior. That's love. Your heart will not realize what the wrong, and correct person that could give away for. That's what happened to my heart when he was feeling hard for my brother-in-law. I know we can't be together. It's not my fault at first he's the one that play in fire, and I followed in. I'm pretty aware that he's off-limits but a bit of playing around couldn't hurt. That is what I thought at first by the time my hidden feelings that I have for him started to burn brightly inside me. Furthermore, I know he loves my sister so much, and he will never be able to divorce her because of me. Even so, these things didn't stop me from asking him to give me a one-night stand to lose my hymen for him after he took advantage of me. What do you think he's going to say? Will he accept my offer? Did my brother-in-law accept a one-night stand? or, he's going to ask me for more. Oh, and what about the secret that I put in my heart about my oldest sister a long time ago? Can I keep it in my heart after I fell in love with her husband? I don't own those answers for you now. If you want to know what going to happen, and the answers to those questions all you have to do is start reading my off-limit love story. Welcome to a journey where love knows no boundaries, but its consequences are as real as the beating of a wounded heart.