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My name is Saturn Walten. I'm a 15 (almost 16) year old transgender child with autism, borderline personality disorder, and a slew of other problems. 
I have nightmares every night. And while each of them are different; they share one common theme: someone is shooting up my school. 
Everyone I tell about this had the same reaction. "That's unrealistic." "That would never happen at your school." "Everything will be okay." I call bullshit. 
On top of dealing with this constant paranoia, I have to put up with my neglectful parents and their unresolved childhood trauma, my friends and their mental health problems, and the general struggles of growing up as a trans boy in a republican state. 
I never sleep anymore. My life is miserable. I'm beyond exhausted. 
But life goes on.

cover art by my irl friend JordanAll Rights Reserved

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Nightdreams

I never thought I'd admit to my deepest secret. I had no way of knowing where it would lead me. It all started with a trip to a metaphysical store that had just opened, and I happened to find a rare deck of oracle cards that would change my life forever. I discovered that the dream world was a very real place, and those cards were my key. I ended up on a journey of self-acceptance, and the strange and otherworldly denizens of the dream world were more than eager to indulge my particular appetites, including Nightmare itself. It was my addiction; all of the lewd things I never allowed myself to do before that made my depression recede. I wanted to hold on to my own little piece of what I thought was Heaven. And that's when I realized I was willing to risk anything to dream forever... No matter the cost. This book contains explicit content and focuses on kink play and erotic scenes without sex. Kinks and subject matter covered are; consensual exhibitionism, masturbation, orgasm denial, spanking, praise, shackles, blindfolding, and collaring. Content warnings include; discussion about major depression and its symptoms, bullying, manipulation, and overuse of sleeping pills.