Blue Sunsets and Whiskey. - J.Birch
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tw- Drug abuse, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, smut, abuse, substance abuse, underage smoking, neglect.
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After a few minutes of silence I break it. "Do you remember me?"
My voice is quiet, I don't want to disturb him if he's in a bad mood but I really want to know if he knows who I am.
"I remember everything faggot." His head is leaned back on the bench and he blows out his smoke. I hand him back the joint after few hits of it.
"So you know who I am?"
"Yes I know who you are Molly."
I wrote this when I was 15, also im rewriting this once I finish reading it
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