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Last published Sun, Nov 19, 2023
⚠️warning⚠️ this story will have mentions of suicide (I will warn you before) and self-inflicted harm (again, I will warn you)
anyways
thus, the story is about rowan and ezra, two boys who are intoxicatingly in love, but rowan is struggling with mild schizophrenia and depression as well as anxiety. he slowly is developing separation anxiety from ezra, whom he has loved since he was little. Ezra, who gets told about rowans schizophrenia early on, slowly learns about rowans anxiety and depression. now ezra has to learn how to be a good friend again.
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THIS IS A FRIENDS TO LOVERS NOVEL. THEY WILL START DATING AND THERE WILL BE A LITTLE SMUT SO WATCH OUT (I'll warn above the chapter of the smut)
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