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Constant Knot

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Tom is numb. It's better this way, he thinks. Feel nothing so when death comes it'll be quick. There's nothing to live for anyway, he's only causing pain for his mother, his only friend Lance can do without him, and the only girl he's ever loved could care less. Death would be fine. Soon he'll be six feet under and flowers will sway above him. But when he meets someone new, he starts awakening, and he feels afraid. He's no longer numb, and he's never felt so alive.All Rights Reserved

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Mine {FUTURE TOMTORD} {COMPLETED} by mindfulchump

* ART IS NOT MADE BY ME AND FULL CREDIT TO WHOEVER DID THAT AMAZING WORK OF ART x A few years after The End, Tom moved out of Edd and Matt's house and found a place of his own, he's content but still dwelling on the past, he's diagnosed with eye cancer and is told he has two months left to live. That is until someone from his past comes knocking at his hospital door and changes everything.

Living through Lenses by DONGeee

*COVER BY iwishiwasawinner13* When you're 15 years old, a young teenage girl, the last thing you expect is brain cancer. With a year left to live Kayla Frost feels dead already, so young, so gone. Her brain tumour is too large to be surgically removed and so there is no hope for her. With that her world becomes black and white, but one day she picks up a camera and the colours come flowing back. She starts to regain her life, she starts living it and maybe she'll find love before the end.

Fragments of a Soul by Looperreallysucks

A teenager's mother is dying from cancer. He is unable to help her due to being emotionally damaged after years of being sexually abused.

Out of Time || j.m. by TWareLovely

"I'm sorry, James. The tests were positive. You have cancer," the doctor said. In that moment, I felt my entire world crumble. Everything I knew, everything I loved, I would have to say goodbye to. How was this even fair? I'm 23 years old, I haven't lived yet, haven't experienced much, and yet I was going to die. I might have just given up completely if it wasn't for her. She is the only reason I am still alive, yet she can't know of my disease. She can't know anything. I just have to pretend that everything is going to be okay before I have to say goodbye, before I run out of time.

The Lonely Position of Neutral by MrCoffee82

Ben's throat cancer has returned. Living a lonely life, he found a woman he loves but finds out she's been unfaithful. Ben starts to think the lonely position of neutral isn't that bad. He writes poems and dialogue narratives. Will Ben survive cancer this time, or is it the end? And will Tara finally love him as much as he loves her?

UTØPIA | TomTord | by UN1TEDINGRI3F

A rework is getting written, please this books writing is poopy 3 - 4 years after The End... "Do you know who will have the greatest impact on this planet? You will. Because you will massacre over 7 billion people." As Red Leader slowly takes over the seven continents of the world, a territorial war against the Purple Army for the land of the UK rages. And in this time of war, his bodyguard: Tom, is his only comfort. This war between two armies rage because of one notebook, one notebook containing research nobody else was smart enough to research upon. - 1 / 12 / 23 Utopia placed 5th spot on #Tomtord - 10 / 5 / 23 Utopia placed 4th spot on #Tomtord - 1 / 18 / 23 Utopia placed 1st spot on #tordtom - 12 / 11 / 23 Utopia placed 1st spot on #Tomtord <33 ( - 4 / 15 / 24 Utopia placed number 1st spot on #Eddmatt ) TOMTORD / TORDTOM EDDMATT / MATTEDD || SFW / SMUTFREE || ✨Inspired✨

I ❤️ YOU TO THE MOON § BACK(being edited) by Alma90

SHE SAW BENEATH HIS ACT AND HE HELPED HER BE WHO SHE WANTED, PUTTING ASIDE WHO SHE WAS UNDERNEATH. LIFE IS LIKE THE OCEAN. IT MAY BRING YOU LOST THINGS READY TO BE FOUND, BUT IT WILL ALSO TAKE THEM AWAY FROM YOU AT A POINT AND YOU WONT FIND THEM EVER AGAIN. ALTHOUGH, THE MEMORIES WILL STILL BE THERE. THIS IS MY STORY AND IM HERE TO SHARE IT WITH YOU. THE WAY I FOUND AND LOST THE MOST AMAZING TREASURE AT THE BEACH. JA' 4-9-12 ❤️

"Jeg er Lei Meg" A TomTord Fanfiction by NyctophiliacRose

WARNING **Self-harm, Violence, Depression, Harsh language, etc.** After that catastrophe, the gang's left in ruins. Except, one of them feels far worse. Tom is unable to forgive himself and can't stop thinking of that terrible day. And so, Edd and Matt try their best to help out their best friend. Who would have ever guessed that it'd be their greatest enemy that would save the broken Tom.

Ephemeral ✓ ┊ Minsung by lialure

♡ It's important to cherish the fleeting things. Someday, they'll all be gone. ♡ 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐃 1x ━━━━━ ❛ EXTENDED SUMMARY: Nineteen-year-old, cancer-stricken Lee Minho is well aware of the presence of his impending death. Exhausted by relentless treatments and facing another relapse, Minho contemplates giving up. His mother's unwavering hope clashed with his own yearning for a life (or lack thereof) beyond chemotherapy. As a compromise, Minho reluctantly agrees to attend a summer program for chronically ill youth. It is there where he meets Han Jisung, a boy whose terminal illness makes Minho rethink his outlook on life. ━━━━━ ❛ QUICK INFO: • LGBTQ+ Romance (albeit minimal) • Friendship Heavy • Ex-Idol/Ex-Backup Dancer • Magical Realism • Novella (~32k words), Completed Rated 𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 for swear words, mental hoplessness, and other mature themes. (16+)

New Start. (tordtom, Future, NSFW!! BEING REWRITTEN!!) by 3D3R44

A Tordtom fanfic!!! !!!WARNING SMUT AND ANGST!!!!!! Tom had been away from his friends for awhile. One day when he got a call from someone he hated, Tord. Tom was pissed by this, half because it was Tord, and the other half was because it was 05. But, he still met Tord at the local coffee shop. An old vice echos through the street Tom was on. He knew this voice. He knew he did. But he kept walking. He meets with Tord and agrees to join his army, in return, he gets treated for his eye cancer. Soon Tord confesses to Tom. But they are not complete without the two co-founders. A letter Tord gets reunites the group together. The whole group goes though tons of ups and downs, but they still recover. They could never think of a better life. CREDITS TO TRIPPYZWRLD ON INSTA FOR THE COVER!! THEY HAVE SILLY CUTE GOOD ART!!!! i hope you enjoy!! word total: 22,853 (GASP)(Bitch bffr ythis isn't true anymore dw ima update it later)

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Mine {FUTURE TOMTORD} {COMPLETED}

* ART IS NOT MADE BY ME AND FULL CREDIT TO WHOEVER DID THAT AMAZING WORK OF ART x A few years after The End, Tom moved out of Edd and Matt's house and found a place of his own, he's content but still dwelling on the past, he's diagnosed with eye cancer and is told he has two months left to live. That is until someone from his past comes knocking at his hospital door and changes everything.