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If Lonely Is The Taste, (Then It's All That I'm Tasting)

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Reads 32
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Parts 6
Time 58m

SpottedDartFrog

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Bella is touch starved. After a terrible accident with Edward, her recovery leaves her in the hands of her father and the pack. She's afraid, but desperately craves their touch, and especially Jacob's. How does she tell them what she needs? How does she become that girl, the one before Edward?

"She desired his skin on hers like fire desired oxygen; she needed it more than anything."

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Pinned but Fluttering by CassandraLowery

After the death of both of her parents, Bella is left to the care of supposed friends of the family. But the longer she stays in their home, the more sinister events become. Family secrets leave her locked behind closed doors, both literally and metaphorically. And her one long-time ally has suddenly turned against her, no longer willing to stand between Bella and her abusive foster father.Plagued by the memories of her mother's death and remembrances of the kind young doctor who, while caring for her mother in her last days, gently removed eight-year-old Bella from her dead mother's arms on the worst morning of Bella's life, she misses the love of her parents, especially after being blamed for the death of her foster mother and the crippling injuries of her foster father. Now all of the people she has loved are now dead...except one. But he now callously joins in her abuse, seeming to take pleasure from her pain. Pinned within the four walls of her small bedroom, Bella yearns to flutter freely, to live a real life once again. Will she ever be rescued from her abusers?

Dawn Arises by Katherine-Jesse

Sequel to The Reborn Cullen 'Keep Katherine out of this' - Jacob Black She hated that she loved him, after all that he did. All she wanted was him and she was so in love that she didn't want to wish she didn't. 'Why are you defending him? He is the reason you haven't ate, you stay in bed all day! He has no right to be here' - Rosalie Hale Her family didn't get it, nobody did. Some of them pitied her, some thought she was ridiculous. They just didn't understand, sometimes Katherine didn't either. 'If this was normal, I would've died two years ago.' - Katherine Cullen She was hurting, no one could stop it. Well, the one person who could is the one who hurt her in the first place. Not even Jasper could help her now. 'If I don't leave, you will. Again.' - Katherine Cullen She couldn't comprehend how he did it. She could barely do it, it took seeing him again to realize what she needed to do. But leaving was the one of the hardest things she had to do. Yet he made her promise do to something that he had done, but not for her. 'Just, come back' - Jacob Black HIGHEST RANKS #353 Cullen #294 Bella Cullen

Troubled Minds | Quil Ateara [2] by -hopscotch

❝ And then it hit her. It was the way he would tell cheesy jokes, and text her first thing in the morning. It was the way he would give her piggyback rides when she got tired, and let her wear his sweaters. It was the way he let her sit quietly to calm her troubled mind, and how he would always have muffins on hand just for her. It was all this and more. It hit her hard when she realized she was desperately in love with him.❞ ❝ It was so hard for her to put him into words because she had never loved anyone the way she loved him.❞ [Highest rank #134 in Fanfiction] [Twilight:New Moon] [Valerian Series #2] [Quil Ateara] [unedited]

2 Twilight: New Moon Jacob x male oc ✅ by lovetink4

Valentines and Jacob relationship is growing even farther the Val could have hoped. Bellas and Edwards relationship took a huge turn when Edward and his family decided to move. With Bella looking as if she was only a step away from Death door, Charlie decided to send her to Phoenix, but when Bella decided she would try to pull her stuff together Charlie gave her one more chance. That then led her down a steep spiraling heel of trying to fix her ruined relationship with her twin brother, Valentine. But is Valentine even willing to give his sister a chance to make they're broken bond back to what it once was many years ago. Something that Bella had broken and only she could fix. Is Valentine willing to get past what his sister had done, does he even want to? Please read book one to get a full understanding TW: mention of off page suicide attempt in chaper 8 Book three is out yet not complete

In His Pain [2] 》Twilight (EDITING) ✓ by bree_tee

"I would've done anything for him." His pain was what made everyone sad. His pain is what made him scream every night. His pain is what allowed him to make bad decisions without blinking twice. His pain is what drew him to three werewolves who had yet to turn. His pain was why the alpha of the Uley pack watched him so carefully. His pain is what made Phoebe protect him with everything she had. His pain is why Bella was so adamant on always being near him. His pain is why his parents worry so much. His pain is what made him grow stronger. His pain is what made his anxiety wash away after every scream and every tear. His pain is what he smiled about when he thought of it because his pain is what made him who he is. Or In which Sekhani Reed breaks and remakes himself because of the pain Edward Cullen put him through.

To Live Again (Twilight) by RosyM12

Bella felt the pain, the emptiness even after three months of them leaving. There was something missing in her, she didn't know what. She needed it. She couldn't function with this emptiness. Then she woke up. She changed. A new Bella has emerged, she would live, for her family. But fate has a way to set things right. Disaster stuck and took away what Bella valued the most in her life. She fell into a dark abyss. She ran. She ran for her life, she ran for her family's lives and their safety. Then she met him. She found what she was missing. He found her. He was amazed by how much she changed but how similar she was to her old self too. He saw how she matured. She saw how much he went through. Fate set up their meeting. It was their Destiny. They were meant for each other. They healed each other, helped each other and fought back to back. *The Mature Rating is for safety. There is swearing, a small rated scene and violence.

haphephobia (young mate series) by Sleepy_coffee25

"i never craved touch until i felt yours" June and bella move to forks to live with there dad so that there mom can be with her boyfriend. While bella goes off on her adventure with edward cullen,june has her own adventure that end up with her coming in the hospital where she meets her own cullen buddy. WARNING: mentions of self harm and sexual abuse. Twilight and the characters in it don't belong to me,and the pictures and gifs to. In this story esme and carlisle are just friends

Revisit by TrinityFischer

Mischievous, full of trouble, never ending the lines she crosses. When she's young and sent off leaving her father and brother behind. She goes through a tuff time, trying to control her anger. She takes it out on others and goes to cause trouble. Until her aunt can't take it anymore and sends her back home. Can her father help her control her anger. Maybe her brother will know what to do that can help. Twilight characters don't belong to me. Any others do belong to me

Darkness Begets Dusk by TheeOnlyShadowlight

The story starts in the aftermath of New Moon, and into Eclipse and onward. Jacob Black is learning to move on from Bella. However, another friend that was forgotten seems to have similar problems as Bella's. Maxwell Trenton, a close friend of Bella and himself is in trouble. Can the two rescue each other from their foes? Magic, lies, and secrets may threaten to tear everything apart... Being a lover of Twilight and its universe, I had a passion to write a fanfiction of it. This is a gay love story. Of course all rights to Stephenie Meyer, her Twilight books, her characters, and all rights reserved to her, publishing, etc. Please go support the Original stories and Movies! I am just a fan who loves to write stories. This is my first fanfiction! Warning: The following story is for mature audiences. Talks of mental health, curse words, depression, violence, graphic violence and dark subject matter. Reader and viewer discretion is advised. Please enjoy and thank you so much for reading! The story will bounce in between Jacob and my OC Maxwell. I hope you enjoy!! ~TheeOnly

Clouds Against the Eclipse by DarrianMackenzie

If you've ever wondered what New Moon would have been like if: Bella never jumped off that cliff, Alice had never come back, Bella never went after Edward and instead had ended up allowing herself to be with Jacob...this is the fan fiction for you!!❤️ (UPDATE: This story is now COMPLETE! I'd love your thoughts!) A passionate, heart-wrenching love affair between the Twilight Saga's Bella Swan and Jacob Black finally comes to fruition one stormy night when they kiss in Bella's kitchen. After that moment they're thrown into a whirlwind of colliding emotions and erotic pleasures, battling between Bella's intense newfound love for Jacob and the painful wound Edward Cullen left behind...a wound she can't seem to fully get past. In this universe, Jacob is the same age as Bella (they are both 18 in this story) since in my opinion him being younger provides nothing relevant or beneficial lol :) **I definitely do NOT own the rights to Twilight or any of the characters used in this story. This is a 100% fictional work inspired by the characters/plot of Stephenie Meyer's Twilight series!

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To Live Again (Twilight) cover

haphephobia (young mate series) cover

Darkness Begets Dusk cover

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Pinned but Fluttering

After the death of both of her parents, Bella is left to the care of supposed friends of the family. But the longer she stays in their home, the more sinister events become. Family secrets leave her locked behind closed doors, both literally and metaphorically. And her one long-time ally has suddenly turned against her, no longer willing to stand between Bella and her abusive foster father.Plagued by the memories of her mother's death and remembrances of the kind young doctor who, while caring for her mother in her last days, gently removed eight-year-old Bella from her dead mother's arms on the worst morning of Bella's life, she misses the love of her parents, especially after being blamed for the death of her foster mother and the crippling injuries of her foster father. Now all of the people she has loved are now dead...except one. But he now callously joins in her abuse, seeming to take pleasure from her pain. Pinned within the four walls of her small bedroom, Bella yearns to flutter freely, to live a real life once again. Will she ever be rescued from her abusers?