My Heart's key ( Poem)

its a poem of the time i decided to commit suicide. i made a plan and everything and also had a song named trampoline which i could relate to. When i was a child i used to hate myself, my smile, my looks and everything else about myself and then puberty hit me and i turned beautiful. But with that beauty came darkness, depression, anxiety and what not. Writing is my only comfort so i am trying to express myself here.