breaking love through love

(Though highly recommend to read the book "Obsession, Madness & Love" first, this book can be read as a standalone.) ____________________________________________ I made a mistake. A terrible one. I betrayed my best friend. The only person who ever cared for me. But I had no choice. Then there's his younger sister, Maria Andrews who always looked up to me as if I was some kind of an angel, little does she know that I am far away from that. And now I am on the run, trying to leave everything behind. But it's been four years, four fucking years since her eighteenth birthday when she confessed having feelings for me. For Me. And her words still haunt me, the tears in her eyes when I rejected her still burn my heart but I did what I had to do. People don't love me, especially women...they only seek pleasure from me. I am not a lovable person and someone you should definitely steer clear of. Getting involved with my best friend's (or ex best friend's) sister is stupid and I'm fucking mature enough to not even think of her, of someone who is eight years younger than me. But now, she is here and God help me, I am about to cross every fucking line.

"You're such a fucking slut. Get changed." He demanded. I could tell he was daring me to disobey by his stern glare. "No dad." I attempted to walk past him to go back to the party before he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, walking us to his car. I screamed and kicked for him to let me down but he held on even tighter until aggressively slamming me into the passenger seat. Before he went to shut the door and go to the drivers side of the car he crouched down and leaned in to whisper in my ear. "If you get out of this car I'll get Luke out here so we can beat you up till you're bloody." He threatened, proceeding to slam the door shut. My ass was glued to that seat. -------- Lily is like any other 16 year old girl, horny and tired. She's tired of constantly being bullied by her brother and his best friend, Ethan. She's dealt with it her entire life, but something begins to change between her and Ethan. What felt like hate soon became lust. He's toxic, he's manipulative, he's mean, but somehow she's attracted to him. Of course neither wants to admit it though. Will their relationship actually work or will they both end up with their heads blown off? ------- Mature content⚠️ - mentions and some SA - cursing - abuse - depression and suicidal thoughts This is kinda dark romance. I don't endulge in romance like this it's just fun to write. This is also a slow burn. If you're impatient and want character development fast this book isn't for you. I want to keep this story as realistic as possible and people changing their ways overnight isn't. I also just love books where not everything is sped through and you really get to know the characters and their habits.

Chris. He's blond, handsome, lively, a quarterback and a junior in high school. He has it all good, but he hates being popular, no one knows how he's really like. He puts on a poker face and looks out for the people he cares about, but no one looks out for him. He tries not to get into trouble during school, he can't afford to get into trouble. His parents abandoned him when he's nine leaving him with his younger brother, and now he works at a cafe as a waiter, so he can make money to take care of him. People may think he has it all good, but in reality, he doesn't. Rhea. She's a brunette, cute, shy, smart, likes to read and also a junior in high school. But she gets bullied and has no self-esteem, she thinks of herself as a nobody and to everyone in school she is invisible. She also tries not to get into trouble during school, her life depends on it. Her mom left her and her dad is an alcoholic mess that abuses her. She works in a bookstore and as an library assistant to make money so she can take care of herself, 'cause her dad would waste all the money he makes on alcohol. Her life has no meaning, she has nothing, she's all alone and has no one to go to. But what happens when Chris wakes up hungover on Rhea's couch? Will their everyday life still be the same? Would their friendship continue to grow into something more? Join them in their trails of facing life, overcoming the shadows of their pasts, finally finding happiness and holding on to their love Right Now.

"You are mine in a way nobody understand. I say how and I say when" ***************** His rough thumb pads made it way to my lower lips which I'm chewing with nervousness,, I flinched to move away but his other hand come around my waist and pulled me near to him while his chest touched mine.his thumb released my lower lips from my teeth's tight grasp my eyes widened. Then it traveled to my cheeks and he was caressing my cheeks sending small tingles over there his long fingers pushed my strands of hair to behind my ear. My widened eyes followed his fingers movements and stopped at his dark orbs which staring into me intensively.his fingertips tracing along my jawline and to my neck caressing me there, spreading a tingle sensation there.. my tummy felt weird with butterflies dancing there.what is he doing to me.my eyes were looking for an answer but the sudden realization of our proximity hit me and I tried to wingled out from his hold but he was faster than me as he tightened the hold around me.. "Let me go"I mumbled with my shaky voice still struggling, Martha or aunt could come inside any moment I should escape from this pervert but nothing affected him as he was just gazing at me. ************************* The story line contain a story of arrogant boy who afraid to express his own feelings denying his love with rudeness and a innocent shy girl who have a shy nature awake his beast to the point he cannot control him self anymore but to fall in love with her and their story is not a easy one even though both of them love eachother they couldn't recognize it. Warning-mature content and strong language will be included.🙊🔥 All the pictures and photos gifs credit to the rightful owner

Excerpt This story I haven't been able to fit into a category I've ever read before. A story from a normal genuinely happy girl, getting broken to the point she is not recognizable anymore falling in love like everyone else can in this world no matter how broken anyone is to label her. Paired with my character falling in love I dive deep into the sexual experiences that have opened up her passion in ways the world has never been able to. Experiences that you'd only see in a movie. Throughout this story I add questions that I ask myself on a daily basis about life and also questions I feel like we should all ponder along with talking about daily. My mind, like this world, doesn't stop spinning, does not stop thinking, it's random and cruel. I want you to try and understand slightly the way Colleen's mind never stops spinning even in the best story of her life as I portray myself within her. My ending is only known by me, but you'll be able to interpret your own. A sad love story with a hint of passion that I call my own. I remember when he used to do all this to me, the love. Not abuse. *if you're reading this please give me advice on anything!!*

[NEEDS HEAVY EDITING] You wouldn't think your sister best friends brother would be your most cocky brash player in your class? Well unfortunately for Harper woods, this is her reality. Scott Edwards and his little sister have come to stay at Harper and Emilia woods house while their dad is away on work, and already Harper is dreading the thought. As the days pass on Scott and harper become close and maybe even... develop feelings for one another? As Scott deeps more into the girls terrifying past he begins crushing on the girl who sees herself as the uglier twin? But how does a misunderstood asshole win over the 'ugly twin' or really how did the 'ugly twin' win him? Going through editing atm

This is my first ever book by which I started writing , so please don't mind my unexperienced writing skills 😅🙏. Can is a sweet college student who has lot of friends . But nobody knows the true self of Can . Can is suffering for Dissociative Identify Disorder ( Multiple Personality Disorder ) from 9 years old . Only his mom , sister ( Lay ) and his best friend ( Ae ) know about this . Ae is a nice guy who always protect his friends and loved ones . Tin is a rich , arrogent and cold hearted college bully who don't believe in love . The one person he had faith is his best friend Pete . He hates his older brother ( Tul ) because he betrayed him . He became rude and cold hearted after that but still has soft spot for a certain boy ( Can ) whom he bullies to get his attention. contains :- Multiple personality disorders , bulling , violence , angst with happy ending , fluff , smut ( maybe ... it's my first time ). If anyone has any problems with this things then plz don't read it . It's my first time writing a book . Plz forgive my grammatical or spelling mistakes , English is not my first language .

COMPLETED A new boy joins the class and is anything but ordinary. Rafe is frantic, reckless, and unpredictable. He takes a seat next to the orphaned Alice and both of their lives take a sharp turn. The innocent orphaned girl finds herself trapped in the psycho's dark wicked world. Will Alice's light win, or will Rafe's darkness corrupt her? 🥀 "Look here rat!" He threatened and stomped over to me. I stepped back and hit the wall. "If you think you'll try and get on my 'good side', think again!" He yelled with his face right in front of mine and slammed his fist against the wall. "Can't you just say thank you and leave it at that!" I yelled and shoved him away. Infuriated, he knocked down my dresser with a thump. I stared in shock as he stood there enraged. "Don't try me rat!" He warned. ⚠️ (I am not romanticizing mental illnesses or disabilities by any means. This is all fictional and does not relate to real life scenarios. In case of having any mental illnesses or knowing anyone who suffers from them, please seek professional help.) Tag rankings reached🏆 🥇#1 cold. 🥇#1 orphan. 🥇#1 jealous. 🥇#2 lonely. 🥇#2 protective. 🥇#3 psychopath. 🥇#4 jealousy. 🥇#5 lonely. 🥇#14 crazy. 🥇#17 possessive. 🥇#22 obsession.

Having a childhood enemy and then falling in love with each other runs in my family. So, when I ended up in a similar hateful situation, why did it excite me? Because Althea Coleman has been mine since the moment a three year old me held her in my arms. Yes, her bratty attitude is a pain in my ass and she loathes me but that won't stop me from marrying her. And that's fucking final. I ain't a prince charming like my father or grandfather. And I wasn't stupid enough to stay in denial like them about what I want. And I want her and no one is going to stop me. Because I am fucking obsessed with her. ______________________________________________ "Why are you so obsessed with me?" "Honestly, I don't fucking know, Althea. And it's maddening but at the same time so fucking addicting."

"I love you" she says and kisses my jaw tenderly. "I love you too baby" I reply stroking her still damp hair. We were sat in a dirty McDonald's car park. We could be sat in a fucking pile of trash and I wouldn't care. Because I would be with her. As long as I'm with her, nothing else matters. -------------------------------------------------------- After all he had known was anger and hatred she was like a breath of fresh air to him. With just one look into her mesmerizing chocolate eyes and one listen to her angelic voice he knew he was ruined. He despised this feeling. He felt helpless. No matter how much he tried to stay away he was drawn to her and he knew he was playing a very dangerous game. Leaving the pain of her past behind her she starts a fresh in a new town with her older brother. Meeting the towns bad boy was not on her agenda but every time she saw him she was intrigued. He was rude and had a terrible attitude, but his eyes didn't show anything but pain which is something she knew all too well. They are complete opposites but have one thing in common. They are both broken, maybe just maybe they could be the cure to each others pain. ⚠️ this story contains mentions of abuse and alcohol so if you are not comfortable with this please do not read my story.