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"Are you sure you'll love me the way I am" Kara says out of breath 
"I know I may have let you down and this secret might be the reason for this condition of yours  but I swear to love you the most when you hate and can't recognize me at al..." Trace whispered gently while holding my hand cause a small tear slide down his face 
"It's time to take her to the psychiatrist then back to confinement.. you need to leave " the nurse says as my wheelchair is pushed away leaving Trace at a distance on his knees looking depressed...


Kara is an outgoing party person who goes through a lot along with her almost broken family.. she ends up meeting a lot of boys that make her feel various ways such as Scott ..Rodney and many others but her neighbor Trace and his family hold too many secrets in and of her life that leave her more distracted and mentally insane after her accident....
Will his so called "love" which seems more toxic than before heal her or send her to the after world ...??


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Someone Like Him

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