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Broken Lil' Me

Xxcomplicated_mexX

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Reads 19
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Parts 3
Time 22m

Xxcomplicated_mexX

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I am just a nobody.

Nobody cares. Nobody loves. Nobody's friend. Just a nobody.

I am just a somebody when on time of needs. Other than that? You can pretty guess what I am right? Yes? No? Well I'm gonna tell you, I'm a nobody.

And I will do my best to stay it like that.

But why, in their right minds, have to change the way I'm living? Like seriously, the moment they entered my life? You can say that it turned upside down. A part of me says for the worse. However another part of me says for the better. Can you tell me which one?

(A/N: I know it sounds cliche but I hope it'll not be like that. Do check this story! xD)All Rights Reserved

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