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❝𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧, 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞. 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲.❞
                                   - March 14, 2012 by awfultune

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when I saw her, 
it felt like the world made sense again. 

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His eyes scanned the room, and then,

𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘩𝘦𝘳.
 
He was out of words as he watched her dance on the table, she was a bit uncoordinated, but she looked beautiful. He didn't know if it was the weed that filled the room and got to him, but his thoughts were sounding as loud as a hornets nest. Her beautiful hair kept flipping from side to side as her body moved to the rhythm of the music. 

Her movements were so graceful, he couldn't peel his eyes away, he didn't want to stop her. He felt utterly ashamed of thinking those thoughts for a girl he just met. He can't talk to girls, especially girls as pretty as y/n. 

But that's when he knew, 

𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳. 

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