𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓢𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽- 𝓙𝓸𝓱𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 𝓖𝓾𝓲𝓵𝓫𝓮𝓻𝓽 - Alaska ✰✰ - Wattpad

𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓢𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽- 𝓙𝓸𝓱𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮 𝓖𝓾𝓲𝓵𝓫𝓮𝓻𝓽

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Parts 10
Time 1h 37m

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Warnings:
Mental illnesses 
OD
ED
SH
Rape
Suicide
Hospitals
Smoking
Blood

For some reason on pt. Three it shows the characters and playlist so if you want to see that id advise you to look at that first.(sorry for spelling mistakes😭) STORY ENDS ON A CLIFHANGER😘

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N:2 IN JOHNNIEXREADER
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How It Ends【Vylad X Reader】[ Completed ] cover

Broken Mirror- Ranboo angst

Word Count: 11,000 Ranboo had been dealing with the voices in his head for a few months now, and it was getting harder and harder to hide the fact that he was slowly going mad from the mental torture Dream gave him. His friends weren't stupid, they clearly saw something wasn't right when he'd end streams abruptly, or start having a full on panic attack out of nowhere, muttering things to himself. They just didn't know what. This is an irl Ranboo angst. ⚠️None of these characters portray the real people, only their online personas!!!⚠️ Just so you guys are aware, this book has a few trigger warnings that will be stated in the info chapter at the very beginning, and in their respective chapters. If you can't handle these topics, please don't force yourself to read, because I care about you guys. It's totally fine, and nobody should make fun of you for it. If they do, tag them and I'll punt them into the atmosphere for you ❤️ (please don't actually tag them lol) ALL THE CHARACTERS ARE BASED OFF OF THEIR ONLINE PERSONAS, AND NOT THE REAL PEOPLE!! This is my third book, if you haven't seen my other ones, please go and check them out! If you like this book, please make sure to comment and vote! I'd really appreciate it. 😊 Started: October 20th, 2021 Ended: October 25th, 2021 69 reads: October 24th, 2021 lol 210 reads: October 30th, 2021 tysm! I really appreciate it <3 500 reads: November 22nd, 2021 what? Thank you!! 1k reads: December 23rd, 2021 YAY TYSMM!! HUH?? 2k reads: May 4th, 2022 :D