How did I end up here? [m.c]

I never thought this could ever happen to me. I don't deserve this. I never asked for this or wanted this to happen. I was attending my top college, the college I had dreamed about going to since I was a little girl. I was so excited and had my whole life ahead of me. It all started when I was on spring break in San Diego with three of my best friends. Never would I thought I would have gotten so drunk on the first night to sleep with a random stranger, it's not in my personality. Nonetheless, we were both drunk and stressed. We ended up going back to his hotel room that night and I'll let you imagine the rest. Needless to say, I wrote my number down that next morning, adding an "If you're interested, I'm in town for the next week, you should call me ;)" He ended up contacting me and you could say we saw each other quite frequently that week. At one point, the condom broke and neither one of us noticed. Now, I'm pregnant with a spring fling's child. And his name is Michael Clifford.